Not So Classic {Jerrie}

Chapter 23

Perrie's POV

I was at my breaking point right now. The show starts in ten minuets and I feel like everything isn't right or something is out of place, everyone is making me nervous by telling me good luck. It should make me feel better but honesty, it doesn't.

I watch as all the models finish up with hair and make up and are now lining up. I feel like I could use an inhaler right now.

I saw Jade when I was out getting interviewed but I know how mean this is going to sound, I didn't really want to talk to her. It's nothing against her or anything I just cant deal with her and our little argument right now.

I snap out of my thoughts when I feel a hand on my shoulder. I feel a sense of relief flow over my body, when I turn around a it's Zayn.

He was all dressed up and he looked nice, he's defiantly changed his looks a bit, this time we've had apart from each other. His hair was liger now and it would fall over to the front but he would just smile and push it back again.

"Hey" I smile

"Hey you look great, how ya feeling?" He ask and I shrug a bit

"Thank you, and I don't know I'm nervous and I have this awful feeling in my stomach, I feel like it's all wrong" I complain.

He just stares at me for a second and then he shake his head, putting his hands in his pocket.

"You always make a big deal of of things Perrie" he chuckles "you're going to do great trust me, there's important people out there waiting to see how talented you are, this is huge fore you and Emmy of course, but you gotta take advantage of this an if it doesn't go right, you can say that you had the privilege to do this"

I smile an nod my head. That actually made me feel a bit better. I still want to throw up a bit, but he's right this may or may not be my only chance to put my designs out there.

"You're right" I breathe

"There now get out there and smash it" he says and we both laugh.

"Thanks Zayn" I say and begin to walk towards the stage but he grabs my arm and I look up at him.

"Let me take you out after, you know to celebrate" he smile

"Zayn I don't know Ja-"

I stop myself and think about it. Jades mad at me, she probably wasn't going to take me out or do anything to celebrate anymore anyway. I mean I could always tell Jade my mum insisted I'd go out with her. Then again if she did find out she would be so mad. How would she find out though? She wouldn't.

"Perrie?"

I look up at him and shakes head. I didn't realize I was just talking to myself in my head. I let go of his hand and make my way to the stage. At the last minuet I turn around and he has his head down, as he begins to walk the other way.

"Zayn" I call out and he looks up at me, his hands still tucked in his pocket and those big brown eyes staring at me with curiosity.

"I'd love to go" I smile. He nods his head and smiles happily, I then turn around and face the stage. There's so many people out there.

I look down in the front row and I see Harry, Jesy, Niall, Jade, Leigh and Jonas. Then on the other side of them I see my mum and Cecelia. I still don't get the concept of why she was ever brought but whatever, I have no feelings towards her anymore, no reaction either I just think she's a shitty person.

"Ready?" Emmy says jogging up beside me and I chuckle. She hands me a microphone and smiles. I hear our names being called and the stage director let's us know to move out on to the stage. We both take deep breaths and begin to make our way to the stage, our arms connected as we walk out and people cheer and clap. I'm honestly feeling famous right now.