Not So Classic {Jerrie}

Chapter 18

Jades POV

After a while of just siting down on my bed and thinking about everything. I came here for a break and now I feel like I need another break. I could go back home for just a little bit, maybe see my brother but I've barely been away a month.

I could tell then to just leave but they're still my friends and I can't do that. I'm not even sure how long they're going to be out here.

I sigh as I get dressed, brush my hair, my teeth and make sure I look alright. I grab my keys and my phone and walk out into the living room.

"Niall I'll be back I'm just going to go see Liam, maybe buy a new book, and apologize for last night" I say as I glare at harry and Jesy when I say the last part.

"Could I please go with you?" He ask. I didn't even have to ask him why. I knew that he didn't want to stay here around then cause he seems pretty upset with them. Probably more than me.

"Course" I smile and he gets up quickly. He runs to his bag and takes out a pair of pants and a shirt and quickly gets dressed.

"Well uhm bye" Harry says. Me and Niall don't even give a second glance as we walk out of the house and out the building.

It was silent for a while as we walked and it's usually not. Lately Niall always has some to say. I look at Niall as he walks. His hands are shoved in his pockets and his head is hung low. I feel as if something else is bothering him.

"Niall?" I ask but he doesn't reply to me, nor look up.

"Niall" I sigh and out my hand on his shoulder and I stop him from walking. He looks down at me and I sigh.

"What's on your mind?"

"Nothing" he shrugs

"I've been friends with you for a long time and I know when you're lying to me"

"How"

"I pay attention to you" I say mocking what he said and he chuckles. I smile and grab his wrist taking him to a near by bench.

"Now talk to me what's on your mind?" I ask again

"It's just" he stops and sighs running his fingers through his messy hair. "For some reason what happened between all of them really upset me and i just don't see how you could do that to someone"

"Niall a lot of people have problems like that in their relationships" I explain but he just shakes his head.

"I just feel bad for Leigh cause she lost someone and I know how upset she was and I know that you lost some one special"

I take a deep breath and I shake my head. I don't wanna hear about my mum.

"Niall don't"

"Jade listen to me you said you wanted to know what I was thinking right?" He ask and I nod my head. "I just feel so bad and it makes me think did they not care when they did it, did they not care what the effect would be, do they not care how she would feel if they hurt her feelings, if they tore her down, and made her feel like there was nothing left but to take her own god damn life."

I was confused as to what Niall was talking about but I noticed that his eyes were starting to water and he began to raise his voice, and his skin became red.

"Niall stop" I say as the tear fall down his cheeks. He stopped talking and I wrapped my arms around him pulling him in for a hug. That's when I noticed that he did feel bad for Leigh, but I know that the person he was talking about was not so much Leigh.

I keep my arms wrapped around him as he cries. We get some looks from people but I glare at them.

"Niall what's going on, is there something that you aren't telling me, you're one of my best friends you can tell me anything"