Ch. 19

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Luke's Pov

I rushed into the hospital, my heart pounding in my chest.

I could hardly breath, this is my fault.

I left her! I ignored her!

I was so fucking jealous that Calum might take her away that I fucking ignored her, and now I might loose her forever!

The little prick!

When I saw Calum I grabbed him by the collar and pulled on it screaming at him.

" It's not what I did... it's what I didn't do..." Calum whispered in a croak.

" What happened." I whispered running my fingers through my hair and releasing him.

" I don't have the right to tell you... you need to talk to Lili." He whispered.

Only then did I see the state he was in. He appeared to be slowly dying not only mentally but physically.

A took a seat and pulled on my hair letting out an upsetting growl.

" Fuck!" I screamed.

" Where's Ashton?" He asked silently taking a seat next to me.

" He couldn't get out if London, his mom's sick you know..." I whispered.

Ashton's mom moved to England around two years ago. And about one year ago she was diagnosed with acute cancer.

" I- is she gonna be okay?" I croaked.

Calum ran his fingers through his hair pulling on it. He nodded yes but tears were welding up in his eyes.

" You actually like her don't you?" I grumble.

He sat straight up his eyes squeezed shut. He never was like this.

He never 'liked' anyone before. he used them and dumped em.

My stomach turned and I stood up slamming my fist into the wall.

" Fuck! Calum! What the hell?! You hate her? Than your Inlove with her?! Make up your damn mind! And don't you dare use her!" I screamed.

Maybe I was talking to the both of us....

Lili's Pov

I woke up again to find myself in a new room, the lights were dim and the only noises were of the machines and my heart rate.

I lazily looked around as much as I could, but the wires were stabbing into my body everywhere not allowing me much space to move.

I groaned as a nurse walked in.

" It's going to be okay. Here are some pills to help with the pain." She smiled sadly.

I gulped down the pills and played with the food she'd brought in.

" Lili." a familiar voice whispered from the door.

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