Untold words

Part 2: That wrong person

When a person fall in love to someone,
and is capable of catching attentions,
deserves to be chosen,
He will do everything to get what he wants
Even if it means sacrificing himself.
But when a person is just looking from a far,
trying to fit on someone's world
Believe me, its hard

For the person who always looking for his ideal girl,
Keep on searching,
I'm just right here, waiting to be picked.

To that person who I am talking to,
Remember,
that I will always be here for you
To heal your wounded heart,
To wipe those overflowing tears,
To build again those broken trust,
To erase your hurtful memories,
To be on your side when no one else does,
When all of them left you,
Even the girl you chooses,
is ready to lose you
I'll be here always.
You can count on me.
I can do all of that 'cause I care about you.

But what if all of those care
are just my imagination,
That I can't even wake you up every morning
Reminds you to eat on time.
To be a clown when you're feeling down
I can't even approach you, talk to you
To comfort you,
To make you smile when you are sad
To be there when no one else does
And maybe those are called wishes.
And I'm just overthinking things.

Somehow, in the other part of your world
You found your ideal girl,
Who's more capable of building those trust again,
making you happy and cheering you up
Wipe those tears and give some extra tissue
A person who will make you feel special,
who deserves your attention,
who cares for you and your family
She has the perfect personality you're finding ever since
That beauty you are searching for, that poise, curves
talents, skills, and capabilities
She can make more happy memories with you

Maybe you just set-up too high on your standards
that I can't even reached the half of it,
Yes, she already have that and you already fall for her
Instead of giving me a chance, you already had a choice.
That was her of course.

But then, I'll try to fit on your world
I want you to notice me,
I'll do everything it takes to catch your attention
To shine among anybody else,
To at least proved you that I'm also considered as a person
Not just a stranger who'll step on your foot,
a person who'll block your way,
but then,
You already build the wall between us
A wall that can be used to block me from being part of your world
But you can always destroy and rebuild that wall for another choice
Hey, this is me again
Your admirer, and still hoping that you are aware.

-overthinker

Thank you so much
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I love you❤️