Disrupt Me (Norman Reedus ff) [ON HOLD]

Chapter 4: A Set Date

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Chapter 4: A Set Date

Norman and I just stared at each other for a very long minute. The memories filled both of our heads at the same time, making me wonder whether or not him and I had been on the same page all along. I struggled to keep my mouth shut, because there were so many thing I wanted to say to him. Although I couldn't exactly say I wanted to just let all of my cares run free and that I just wanted to fall in love with him all over again.

None of this changed the fact that Norman did have a son. I thought about asking him where he was, but I didn't want to seem like I was trying to get in his business.

"Are we just gonna stand here or are you gonna let me try to make this up to you?" Norman asked, breaking the agonizing silence between us.

I shook my head. "Norman, I don't know. What are you implyin' that we do?"

He smiled a little bit. "I don't know, I was hopin' you could tell me."

I didn't know what he was trying to do here, and he wouldn't exactly tell me either. It had been so long since I saw him and spoke with him this way and it was genuinely confusing. It was only confusing because I didn't know how I was going to feel the same about him as I used to. What was I even thinking? He wasn't saying that he loved me; he never once implied that.

Sighing a little bit, I allowed myself enough time to think about what I was going to say.  "I really don't know what to say."

Norman paused before beginning to speak again. "I'm not sayin' we hop into bed together or anythin'. I just wanted to come back and make things right-- to see if we had the same thing between us that we used to."

The statement made laugh softly. He was still straight to the point like he used to be. I couldn't deny that we had many times a few years ago, when I could feel a certain sexual tension between us that there was no way it was only felt by me.

Norman made it obvious that he was waiting for me to reply this time-- although I was curious as to what he would say next if I didn't respond. I debated making him talk again, but I decided against it.

"Do you think we do?" I asked cautiously, not sure if I wanted to travel down this road right now. After all, he did leave. He would have to leave again eventually for his tv show and whatever movies he would be doing in the future. I couldn't count on him being here forever.

"I'll only answer that if you tell me first." He chuckled softly. "I have to know what you're feelin'."