The Weeknd

Dream

Safe and sound, back at my dorm. I lost my phone, and I bet Minnie is worried about me. I don't want to talk to her. I don't want her involve, to know, or to even worry. I have no idea what these men are capable of. Dragging her down with me, is no intention I want. I think about Elisha, and why he would put me in this position. Who is he? Why did I even bother dating? I won't be able to trust him ever again. At this point, I have no idea what's going to happen next. My heart is servely broken, and I'm just laying here alone, to cry. I don't even know what I want to do with this money, I'm so overwhelmed. All I can think to do, is ignore. No more going out with Elisha, or messing with Abel. Back to school, my main focus. Now I'm just hella scared. So many whatifs are going through my head right now, it's ridiculous.
I call up Big. I told him what happen and he made his way over to my dorm. "I can't believe this happend to you." He said as he was hugging me making me feel wanted. "I know, me either." My eyes watered and I was just trying to keep them down. "You can cry in front of me Rahslyn, we're family." I guess he saw.. No way to hide the unexplained feelings I was feeling. "Gimme this dudes number right now, I want to talk to him!" His voice changed from sincere, to pissed. "I lost my phone Big." I was feeling so dumb. "Well shit Rahslyn, you fucked up big time. Where's all that money going to?" He put his hand on my lap and looked at me in my eyes. "I'm not spending it. I want to give it back, but I don't know." He looked at me with dissapointment like I should keep the money I received for loosing it. "Just get some rest, I got some business to take care of." I didn't know what he meant, I don't care, but I got all the rest I possibly could. I felt so out. Reality was kicking my ass so far. I didn't know how I would win. As I drift into deep sleep.. I started dreaming.

-Rahslyns Deep Dream-
My eyes open shot fast. People dancing, grinding on each other. Making out. Everything was sway. I think I'm high. MDMA high. The music was loud but it was gentle. I started to control this dream, I knew it was a dream. I started walking, didn't take long until I was at the edge of a pool, filled with cash. Drunk college kids making out everywhere, more dancing. I didn't want to be here, so I tried to leave. I walked through the mini rave crowd and tried to go to the massive black gate open letting in more people. As I felt 2 inches from the exist, it feels as if someone's hand extended from the crowd and pulled me back in two seconds. And had my mind in a trance. The persons finger tips were lit different colors, and he moved them all types of ways. They swayed like crazy, colors blazing my mind. And I had no control. I felt my eyes crossing, I felt very hot, sweaty, I needed to leave. I couldnt. So I just enjoyed the show. Let this dream, play about.

I awoke, I heard "The Fall", playing by Abel.
I was looking around trying to identify where it was coming from. I think it's coming from outside my door. I opened it and saw my phone. I unlocked it and read my messages.

*New Texts*
Unknown : They way you are feeling is normal. Snap out of it. Make your way to 103rd on Rosemont, Blackfield @ 12:00 midnight. Be appealing.

All I could think .. Why me?