The Weeknd

Belonged

I walked out the bathroom, dressed and ready to leave. Abel isn't here. Where did he go? I opened the door and I see him standing holding flowers, with his two body guards trying to block all the college students from taking pictures. He reached for my hand. "YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL!" He yelled over the screaming students. All I could think was what the hell is he doing? I reached out for his hand and he walked me out the building as everyone followed. I felt myself being pushed around and tapped on, almost as if I was famous too. Abel hands were sweaty, and mines were too. He opened the door to this big jeep like car, truck, I don't know. But it was clean, specialized just for him, before I sat down he touched my ass. I knew it was going to be a long day with this guy. But does that mean I forgive him for all that he's put me through. Before we drove off, there was Minnie banging on the window. "Wait." I demanded and opened the door. As I stepped out I can see Minnie furiated with me. "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!" Everyone around us went quite. "I'm going to go get breakfast!" I yelled back. "And miss school?" Minnie looked fed up. "Yeah, I mean I'm grown I can do what I want." She rolled her eyes and stated,"I give up." And walked away. As I walk back to the car or whatever I hear the students murmuring on. I ignore them and left the scenery with the worlds biggest R&B star.

30 minutes has past and my hunger grew. Why aren't we there yet? Where is he taking me? God the sex we had last night was amazing. I wonder what he's thinking. I need an understanding, he called me his girl. That's a big deal.

As we arrived to this open field, green grass, and hills to the top. He reached for my hand when he opened the door. It was a quite morning breeze, with a simple smell of grass.
"Where's the food?" I asked getting impaitent. He laughs at my fuckery and continues to hold my hand as we walk down the not so steep hill. Only to climb another that is steeper. When we reached the top.. I almost couldn't believe it. This big red and white blanket laid firmly on the ground. And a brown basket, which I'm guessing is my food. And white China, what I'll be eating off of. But when I looked up directly outward, I could see the city. Full and dynamic. Glisting in the sun, as it sat next to lady bird lake. My body started sweating of the thoughts, started having an anxiety attack. "It's beautiful." He started to notice my rapid breathing. "Cmon I know you're hungry." We sat down and he began to pull out closed bowls still heated of food. He opened them,"Eat whatever you like." He looked at me wondering what I'd choose to eat first. Biscuits, bacon, pancakes, sausage, grits, eggs, ham, there was even cereal and a carton of milk. He tilts the basket to let me see what was left. And there was all types of drinks I could've choose from, coffee, wine, orange juice, etc. "Wow" I snickered as I started to put majority of the food on my plate. He takes a bottle of wine and pours himself a glass. Abel didn't eat anything, he only just drank the wine and smoked a joint. He offered me some and I ended up smoking it all. We didn't talk much throughout the little date we had. But I knew for a fact, that it was gonna be this way for awhile. Thinking to myself, why me?
Abel leaned in for a kiss, we were so high, the vibrations between are lips even moved slow. He tasted like the sweetest wine yet. Abel made me want to be with him, easily. Too easy, that I sorta feel that he could leave me. He starts to caress me slow, and pulls me closer. My heart started to speed rapidly, and my hands were already sweaty. I pushed him off as he bit my lip. He just sat there and stared at me waiting for me to explain the interruption. "I don't know if you're right for me." I admit, trying to hide most of the truth. "Hm," he just sat there with his arms wrapped around his legs, thinking. "I do know..." He took a deep breath "This is where you belong." After that was said and done. There was no more kissing, touching, smoking, flirting, just complete comfortable silence. So comfortable not a word was said during the car ride to our next destination. My heart only pleaded for his, and my body begged for his. But my mind shunned away the thought of us ever being together. Me only knowing so much about his past, just makes it a tad bit difficult to believe that he only wants me. And me and him belonged together.