Lukes P.O.V
When I get home, I literally go crazy. Throwing things around, and even punching my bedroom door.
What the actual fuck. Why did I tell her I love her? I don't love her, I don't love anybody.
Love is a myth.
I lay on my bed, on my stomach hitting my head against the pillows.
Poor pillows, they're so damn comfy though.
I must look like a such mental prick.
All I hear is the door shutting behind someone.
"What the hell, Luke?" My mum
walks towards me, confused as ever.
"Piss off" I look at her, horrifically.
"Luke, I know we're not partially close anymore, Jesus we never wen talk, but you're behaviour these past few months has been horrific, and I won't tolerate it" she warns me.
Like I give a fuck what she 'tolerates' anymore.
I try to respond, but nothing comes out, and I realise I'm crying.
I never cry in front of anybody. Crying signifies weakness. It's my weakness.
"Aw baby, what's wrong?" She questions, running my back to sooth me.
What is wrong?
Her.
She's changing me.
"How do you know if you're in love?"
I have never seen my mum look this shocked.
Ever.
"You just know" she gives me a reassuring smile.
Why is she making things so hard?
Fucking hell mother.
"But how?"
"You just do. Remember that if you fall in love, take every opportunity you can get, because you can loose that in an instant, and true love is such a special feeling. It changes you, it will be your weakness, Luke"
"Cheers" I reply, realising how much of a wet sack I must look.
"It's okay" she strokes my check lightly before leaving me alone with my thoughts.
I have no idea why I broke down like that.
I don't love her.
I don't.
I will not love her.
Never in a billion years.
I don't love anybody. Not anymore.
I get my phone out from my back pocket, and dial in the number I've needed all say to distract me.
"Hello?"
"Ally? Can I come over?" I sniffle.
"Luke? Um, sure" I can literally hear the smirk in her voice through the fricking phone.
I always, and I mean always go to Ally when I'm confused or angry.
Like right now.
But why?
Oh yeah, she's a sex goddess.
Not nearly as good as Scarlett, but good enough to distract me for a hour or so.
Looks like I'm in for a rocky few weeks.
Dammit feelings.
(Ok ok ok, it's getting soo much better compared to what it was like at the very beginning. I'm still not convinced its a good story, though:/ votes would be nice, if you like my story:) if I need any improvements be sure to comment, or message me. Please tell me if you like it or not, thank youuuu)
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Payback (Luke Brooks)
Fanfiction"You just don't get it do you, Princess" I stand there with a blank look on my face. "He wants you" "And?" "You're mine" "Exactly" She thought she would never see him again, but when she did, all she could think of was payback. Does her plan work...
