I have asked the universe to let me fix it. To give me a chance to crawl between her arms again. And the universe gifted me with a dream in which we tangled in between the bed sheets, kissed in the morning sun.
I woke up with heartache as a friend and tears at the corners of my eyes, but at least I had one more kiss. One more touch. Even if it wasn't real.
So to all asking where I am, I am dreaming of her smile and the way her lips feel pressed against mine.