The day you left

The hug

*Lisa's pov*

"No"

"W-what? Lisa?"

"No you can't hug me Jennie" I said and I swear her eyes scream pain and betrayal why would it even offend her it's not like we are a real couple we are not even a thing enemies are better than us well at least for me I like my enemies more than her actually I hate her it's something bigger than disliking and why the hell would she even want to hug me? I thought she hates me ?
( 'oh you really don't know why she wants to hug you? Oh then let me tell you something congrats you have got a reward you are the biggest idiot in this whole universe my Lisa ' )
Oh shut up inner shit why do you even exist and besides I still don't know why she would ask for that and from me? (' oh not a big deal she is just hurting asshole')
Okay I'm counting you as one of enemies now inner shit

I honestly don't feel bad seeing her in this state well she deserves more yes Jennie Kim suffer,suffer and die you deserve to die alone feeling nothing but pain just like me ...

She didn't say anything and her tears began to fall again oh come on even babies don't cry that much even tho she does look like a baby right now a cute one ... (' haha gotcha manoban') I hate you me 😡

After a minute of staring and crying silently yet so hard she broke our eye's contact and I couldn't be more thankful cuz somehow I hate looking at her in the eyes it makes me feel... things , things I don't even wanna feel and I should not be feeling! Fuck you jennie Kim Fuck you so hard.

She finally got up from the bed slowly I guess she is dizzy and walked towards the door but before she opens the door she met the floor (a/n : I like the sound of that lol )

" shit Jennie Jennie are you okay" I-i don't know what to do and it looks like my body has another brain I found myself rushing towards her carrying her and keeps calling her name

" Jennie Jennie you hear me? Jennie .. shit Jennie my dad will kill me" I tapped her cheeks harder than before and finally she opened her eyes and that look... it-it's new I-i never saw it before she looked me so sharply but the tears are remaining still on her beautiful eyes that look Jennie Kim don't look at me as if you see through my soul don't you dare look at me like that I might break down anytime

"A-re um Y-you okay?" I said and again this look and those damn eyes

She didn't respond and just tried to set on the bad properly I tried helping her but she didn't take my hand tsk what a bitch you are , but again she looked at me right in the eye as if she is accusing me of something

" hug me lisa" damn you Jennie damn!

I couldn't take it anymore that fuckin look she is hurting so much and I-i am hurting too Jennie you are hurting me again Jennie why don't you just stop

I slowly and with trembling hands hugged her she hugged me back so tight to the point that makes wondering is she breathing?

She cried harder and her figure with trembling as if she just got raped I tightened the hug and I don't know why I feel this pain this a new one I'm not used to it I don't give a shit about people hell no even my dad I don't give a damn if he is crying or if he is fine why suddenly seeing her in this state made feel this unfamiliar pain ? I suppose to be happy shit I even suppose to add her pain not to comfort her but I tried I tried hurting her why does it hurt me too? I should feel good Jennie Kim are you kind of a magician or something? Oh no you are not that kind you must be a witch a witch it is .

After some minutes I didn't hear her crying so I tried to pull the hug and lay her down but dang she is holding so tight into me

" no don't leave me" she said and even held tighter

" aw it hurts Kim! Shit shit okay okay I'm not letting go" I said because damn she was holding too tight

But she didn't let go

I decided to wait for some minutes well a couple of minutes won't hurt right? But this position was hurting my back and I guess she is not comfortable too even tho she is sleeping like a big a baby big to be specific

So I fixed my position and laid down a little while she is on top of me well not all of her body half of it

But before I realize I fell into a deep sleep 💤

"Damn you Kim" Lisa mumble while sleeping

Another update is coming soon because my chapters will be short sorry 🌝😂