EUFORIA I: Simple Life Of A Pisces [NCT 127 Jaehyun AU Fanfic] (COMPLETE)

Entry #17: Love Me Now

"Even if it's hard to narrow,
The dream that you are spinning around"

"We did not hide something from her but We want you to stay away from her!" Fany Unnie yelled at him for the first time as anger boils to him even her boyfriend can't calm her down. "Because of your huge mistakes! Not only your fans were heartbroken but Y/N too! How filthy you are, Jung Jaehyun! You don't deserve her!" She yelled angrily to her. This is bad. Bad Day for me. . . . 

>>Currently<<

Tears threatened onto my eyes to watch them getting argue regarding the scandal issues that Jaehyun was facing before they found me standing outside the cafe. "Y/N... I" Jaehyun said as he came towards my direction and holding my hand but I slapped it away from him since I'm already in tears. "Get away from me!" I yelled at him for the first time in which he froze himself to go near me. Of course, he was surprised before he gets serious. "There must be a misunderstanding about the issue. I told you that it wasn't me!" He yelled back at me. I can't talk back to him while in tears. "If it wasn't you then who else could do that! Seeing some women you met at the bar and hooked up together at the motel back in Paris!? Seriously, You were not my boyfriend to know what happened to you because it won't be going to happen between us!!" I let out a painful word towards him. Hansol Oppa and Fany Unnie were surprised to hear about it from my angry mouth. He glared dangerously towards me and his eyes that I know were very warm before was now in a cold stare to me. "You didn't know that when I met you. Your smile makes me thumping. I want you to know that you are the one I love. I want to beg you to love me but..." he said insincere but now he clears his throat and glared at me. "Fine, Is that all you said to me? GREAT! It was an awesome welcome home gift for me as I came home from Paris! A wonderful gift for me. I don't want to see you again from now on. So, hands off to me and forget about me" He said in a cold and sarcastic tone before he walks out. I was taken back on what I told to him. "Wait!" I was about to catch him up but I failed and to my karma, I tripped myself and fall but he never looks back to me by walking away from me. This could be the last time to see him while my two friends came to help me to get up. 

From day to night, I always look at my phone in hoping for him to send a message or calling me back. The weather was getting cold as it finally rained in the city of Seoul. As I said before, The weather was crying for me too. It's kinda painful and lonely. It's my fault for saying those words to him despite he was facing his current rumor issues. It feels empty and already lonely after I looked around the room. It was filled with good memories of me and him. Those days that I can't handle myself all alone was getting more and more hurtful for me. "Can't sleep?" Fany Unnie came with two cans of warm milk as she went in and close the door before she sits on the bed and gave the can to me as I take the can and open it slowly. "There's something you need to know right now since today, his entertainment was releasing a true statement," She said in a serious tone while opening her beer can. "What does it says?" I asked without any worries since I deserve not to show it but deep inside I feel worried and yet guilty at the same time since I did something that makes him hurt and turns himself into a cold guy and not the same person I know. "It was not Jaehyun in the photo where he's been caught. Some investigations confirm at the said hotel in Paris, It was No name of himself checks in and out of the room. Also, the photo wasn't clear enough to confirm that it was him but the similarities were his built figure and his hair color" She said while scrolling an article about the true statement from the entertainment. I was shocked yet a hint of little relief in me. "I feel sorry for him. Knowing that he was been framed up from those anti-fans where he received a huge hatred by his fans. For now, I'll come with my Hansol to the dorms to saying some apology to him. How about you?" She said sadly. I turn to her as silence was still lingering on my mind and I became more and more confused now. How should I face him since he was now colder towards me? "Unnie, Can I pass an apology for him? I think I can't just face him now" I said while looking myself down. She nods and patted my head gently. "Will do," She said. "Unnie, I don't know about this but . . . It was confusing to me now. Even we didn't see each other after exchanging some heartbroken words. There's a part of me that I miss him so much like I can't explain it a lot. I feel like . . . I'm lonely and not smiling anymore when he was not around" I confessed my true feelings that caused her surprised by my words. "I like him for so long in a secret way and I don't care if he's an Idol or not," I added while looking at her while she smiled gently and place her both hands onto my shoulders. "If he can't love you now. He will love you sooner if you were away in a long-distance" She smiled with assurance before she left the place to go to her boyfriend. This night could be whiter for me. I can't explain why but, I miss him so much and I want to see his smile again but I'm afraid that I could be f**ked up again.

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