EUFORIA I: Simple Life Of A Pisces [NCT 127 Jaehyun AU Fanfic] (COMPLETE)

Entry #18: White Night

"Walking looking for you
And staying up all night again"

>>First Week Of Summer In Seoul<<

It was the first week of summer here in Seoul. After the complete event program, Many people came to congratulate the newly completion students. "Congratulations my dear~" Mrs. Kang congratulate me while her husband gives a small bouquet for me as I take it with a huge thanks for them. Afterward, we were having a samyeopsal party for the success of my completion. Fany unnie gave me a cute bear hug as I respond to him gently. "Are you sure that you'll be going back to Bataan to attend something in your family?" Hansol Oppa said while he picks up the grilled mushroom. I simply nod silently before looking outside from the window. It was been a long day since I and Jaehyun won't have contact anymore. I was finally a relief to confirm the news that It was not Jaehyun who found him at the motel as Johnny Oppa and Mark said it. The rumors were already lift off but I afraid to see him as I remember those cold eyes after I said something that causes him to get hurt by those words. I can't believe that I did it. Avoiding and forgetting each other was the best part to do but, It feels like hell if my mind was all about him.   The next day, I was looking for some jobs in Seoul since I took a technical course with multimedia skills for next month because today, I'll be going back home to see my late grandma. I packed a few of my clothes that goods for a week and some important things. I'll see you soon, my little Seoul apartment.  

Jaehyun's POV  

God, I missed her. I missed her so much like I'd prefer to starve myself to death without her in my life. Her face, her skin, and everything of her. It makes me feel lonely so badly without her beside me. Yun-oh, you've been a hell of an idiot to make her cry and let yourself walk away from him after saying those words. "Since when will you slack yourself down? Go and take her hand! If you want her back" Johnny hyung butt in while holding a box of Kellogg's corn cereal. "I don't know hyung. I was such an idiot to let her go by my emotions. I know that forgetting each other was better but I can't hold it anymore. I want her in my life!" I confessed to myself so aloud that every member could hear about it. Hopefully, It wasn't. "By the way, Hansol hyung said that Y/N was already left in Seoul tonight back to her home country for her family reasons," He said. She will WHAT?! Y/N left without telling me. "When will be come back to Seoul?" I asked him.in which he shrugs and shakes head with a sigh. "I'm afraid to know that she won't come back here" Johnny added in a sad tone. That hits me harder than I thought. Do something Jaehyun. Do something to bring her back to you. I am crazily in love with her so much that I could be a huge responsibility to love her and cherish her. "It's your fault why your frustration came out of you and hurt her" He added. "Ughhh! For f**k sake, it is my fault. That's why I want to take her back no matter what" I said before the leader's head popped out cutely on the door. "Guys, be prepared. Tomorrow we'll be going to Manila for our Neo City tour" Taeyong hyung said. Johnny hyung put his cereal box back on the kitchen shelf after preparing breakfast cereals. That's it! I could finally see her in the Philippines! "Hyung, I'll buy some coffee first," I said after getting my wallet before going out. Afterward, I quickly went to Cafe Bliss to buy some drinks. But nowhere of her presence here in the cafe. "Tiffany noona, can I have a private question? It was all about y/n" I asked and this time Fany noona give a nod before asking her.  

Jaehyun's POV End.  

"It won't have happened to me! Auntie! Uncle! I won't ever get engaged to the person who doesn't love me at all!" I yelled in anger as my uncle and aunt set an engagement to make a heritance for my grandmother's manor. "Of course, You will y/n! You and I were mean to be together and fulfill your grandmother's wish" my childhood friend who was now my soon-to-be fiancé. That's it! I had enough of these problems when it starts from my college days. I took off the brooch that my childhood friend force me to wear from my traditional dress and throw it on the ground as I watch it breaking with a grin. I looked at their shocking faces. "If only I have freedom before. This will not have happened but now, I'll do what I wanna be. Pretty dresses? Jewelry? Fancy shoes and Luxury things. I highly refuse it! I wanna be myself! I don't want too many fancy things like this. If you threaten anyone close to me even my family. I don't care to do something ridiculous against you. Now, Begone!" I yelled to them even my parents were surprised to see my rebellious side. I'm not going to be like a doll who always dressed in fancy because I wanna be myself and I'll fight it anything no matter what. "Enough of arguments!!" my grandfather came and make my relative stop to argue me back. "But father, she needs to be married and I suggested that he will be the right person for y/n," my aunt said as she points my childhood friend. "She was right. Both of you shouldn't control their choice! If she decides to free herself. There are no traditional rules to follow" my grandfather said as he smiled towards me. "But father--" my uncle was about to say something but this time it was my father who stopped them. "I don't want to hear it again for the sake of my daughter," he said. "Y/N is right. You don't have anything to say. Please, respect her decisions she wasn't longer a child now" my mother begged my relatives as they're now silent and didn't say a thing. That means that they agree about my decisions. My parents blocked my way to protect me by them. "you'll pay for this!" my childhood friend said in anger before he walks away. "Really thou? Here's my payment before you get out!" I said before charge myself towards him and give a strong punch on his face makes them shocked to see it and bring him down.  My fist of freedom was clenching and I don't care if it was unpretty. At least this will be my choice. My grandfather pats my head as he looks at me with a proud smile. "I see that you inherited my punch of freedom" he laughed at me while my parents went to me and place their hand on my shoulder with a proud smile.  

Afterward, It was a long night for me. I can't sleep well and my mind was drifted to Jaehyun. I missed him so bad. I confessed to them about him and how much I love him. They understand and agree on it. Soon, I receive a message from Fany Unnie and reading it. "Jaehyun was on way here after the concert?!" I was shocked to know and then put my phone. How should I face him sooner....?

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