Bad Paradox

CHAPTER 4 - Sin

Levi's POV

I... do not know what I'm doing in here. I hate loud places. I do not even know why I agreed to such invitation. Ryan Sebas. Seems like power allows us to be here.

"Why are you so quiet," He tries to approach me with a beer in his hand, "Come on! You gotta drink!" He added.

"We're underage, though" I responded and swayed his offer to drink.

"Ah, don't be such a nuisance. In this vast world, there is only one thing to be experienced, Youth." He turns my rejection and offers me a beer again. I accepted the drink and others turned their gaze onto me. They encourage me to drink and even created a chant.

"DRINK. DRINK. DRINK." They are in chorus as they sang it in sync. I received a shot of glass. Then they start to fill up more.

After a few more glasses. I still... haven't feel anything. Half of the boys' in our class came with their girlfriends, yet almost half are already wasted. I don't feel dizzy, so you could say I ain't drunk. Or simply I couldn't make myself drunk.

"There's... a first time... in everything," Ryan starts to face me while being interfered by those hiccups. He is drunk, near wasted. "That... goes for me, too." He added.

It is actually not my first time drinking alcohol. I experimented when I was younger.

"So... why the hell... am I looking wasted in front of you!?" He raises his voice a little bit. But I think there was no rage or anger blended with those words. "I was supposed... to be... looking cool in here!"

"Anyways, you know what is... more satisfying... than understanding what youth... is?" He continue with those hiccups as he say those things.

"...Money?"

"...No." He turned my answer down and shook his head.

"Except... for under...standing youth. One... must experience... it." And, he says. I have no idea what he is talking about. But I replied with a Hmm... to make it look like I actually understand something.

"Come... with me." He said. He stood up leaving the girl beside him. That girl slept on his arms after drinking few shots. She must be his partner.

We walked into an hallway with multiple doors in sides. This must be rooms... for what? While walking, I can see how drunk Ryan is.

"...You did not... bring a partner," He utters while facing straight. I tried to support him while walking because his legs is near to break. He walks like a fluffy jelly. He wiggles.

"Does a party require one?"

"Not... really. Because," He cut off his words and paused for seconds. "I'm... gonna... give it anyways!"

That idiot... He pushed me.

He purposely drag me into an unlocked room. I heard the door locked on the other side.

"Hey, What are you doing?" I knocked on the door and purposely raised my voice.

"What is his purpose, anyway?" This room is dark as hell. It resembles how dark a shadow is. I can't even see clearly. "This room is hot."

I'm starting to sweat. I smell a perfume over the room, I felt a soft surface. I sat there for a while, knowing it was a bed.

I heard a click on the door. Is it Ryan?

No. A woman figure came to greet me.

"I will satisfy you."

The light from outside unveil her slim figure. Perfect for a woman to have... or so what they say... 17 years of living I've learnt traditions, beliefs and routines a regular person would do. Especially their reaction in a certain situation.

"Stop." I command. But she continues to remove anyway. She has this shy personality as I can see her blushing and her face is red. She walks through behind me and opened the light.

"Please... let me execute my job correctly." She caress my face and peep an eye.

She was then shock to see something.

"L-LEVI!?" She shouted. Must be shocked. I've seen her before. Short hair, slim figure, jewelries, blue dress, red lipstick, light makeup and dead eyes.

"Y-you describe me perfectly." She replies while moving backwards.

"Ryoko Shakai. 17." I recited her introductory words inside the classroom.."It is fancy meeting you here."

"H-HOW THE HELL CAN YOU KEEP CALM IN THIS SITUATION!?" She further shouts more. While, I replied with silence.

Seconds later, she starts to touch herself from her sensitive body parts and did not refrain her moans.

"S-SHIT... THE... APHRODISIAC..." She pushed me down in the bed.

And... I completely experienced youth. The smoke earlier was connected to an unknown vent, although I am unsure how they kept it not for people to smell outside. They must've activated it when they locked the door.

She drags me out after a tiring exercise. Although I feel tired, I don't break a sweat. Which led me into health troubles.

"Y-YOU..." She paused and catched her breath for a second there. Her hands in my shoulder although she seems to be struggling reaching my shoulders. Her height earlier was brought by her heels. "...DIDN'T SEE ANYTHING!"

"I did, though." I replied. How pure am I.

"P-please... don't tell anyone..." She begs and cries. I do not know how hard it is for someone to know her job.

"Is it that important?" I said unconsciously.

"W-what?" She continues to weep while hardening the grip in my shoulder.

"It's your job. You chose it. So, that must be your fault." I replied boldly.

She utters silence and let go of her hands.

"BASTARD!"

A slap in the face came flying.

"Y-YOU KNOW NOTHING!" Now that I can recall, it was also her... who bumped into me this morning.

"I know nothing, You know nothing."

She clenched her fist and ran away.

Man, that sure will be embarrassing for a normal person.

Do I need... to say sorry?