Love Will Find its Way

Guilt

I woke up, finding Liam pining me down with his muscled arms on our bed. My head was pounding and my heart was making it worse. How could I be so stupid? Liam doesn't deserve a slut like me, making out with with his best-friend!

Smiling sadly, I carefully unpinned myself from Liam and got up from the bed, discovering that I had one of his humongous t-shirts on. Suddenly, I gagged feeling vomit taking over me, so I ran outside our room and to the nearest bathroom, where I proceeded to spill all the alcohol.

It was like and endless journey with yellow and green substance spilling out of my body, and didn't seem to stop it.

Finishing up, I wiped the last from my mouth with a wet cloth and stood up. I shook my head as I saw my reflection on the mirror. Apparently, I had cried myself to sleep, cause my eyes was a bloodshot and bags was forming under them.

I felt pleased, when I remembered that we only had a interview today, so the signs of not sleeping well, could easily be covered with the magic of makeup.

"Thea? Are you alright?" Louis said as he stood in the door-frame, holding a glass of water and a pill of Advil, then handing it to me. "It seems like you need this more than me. Take it."

I smiled with my crooked lips and slurped it in one mouthful. The pill didn't help much, but I faked an assuring smile. "Thanks." I said and flushed out the vomit.

Louis didn't make a disgusted face, but instead he patted me on my back. "Something's defiantly up. You know you can trust me right?" He said all of a sudden when we were outside in the balcony.

I sat down on a bench, looking up at the beaming sun warming my skin. "My life is messed up, Louis. I-I don't think I can be here anymore. I'm heading home." I said as tears silently pricked down my cheeks of disappointment and guilt.

Louis nostrils flared open, surprised of my announcement. He scooted closer to me and slung his arm around my shoulder. "Whatever made you decide to go home, I believe that you surely don't want to. This is your career now, Thea and you can't back out now. And I don't think Liam can handle his girlfriend away from him, as well as the other boys. Including me. Whatever it is.... Please let me know so I can help you." He cooed.

No matter how many times people say that Louis is immature, he surely isn't. And that's what I love about him. He's practically my best-friend amongst the boys, and I would die if I didn't have his support.

"Okay." I sighed and cleared my throat. "Do you remember when we were at the beach and I caught Liam flirting with a girl?" I asked and he nodded. "Well after that, I felt really insecure if he wanted me, because when I was dancing on him and kissing him, he practically ignored me and would rather drive Harry home, and I felt that he didn't want to be near me because I was ugly or something. And that's how Zayn came in." I said.

Louis immediately gave me a questioning look. "And why is Zayn in this right now?" He asked.

"And that's something I don't want to reveal." I shrugged.

"Aww come on! You know you can trust me! I'm your best-friend." He faked cried.

I grinned knowing that he felt the same thing. "Okay fine. But don't you ever say this to anyone or I'll cut off your balls. This is serious shit." I pointed fingers at him.

"You have my word." He answered.

"So after the whole insecurity feeling I had after he left, I ran towards the little toilets and bawled tears out because I thought he hated me, and I was having mood swings because of the alcohol." I said and sighed. "Zayn came after me and gave me a pep talk about that I was beautiful and all that blabbering.... And then.." I grimaced not knowing if I did really want to say it.

"Theeeen?" Louis signaled to move on.

"Zaynkissedmeandikissedbackendingwithwedidforeplaybutnothingelse." I hastily said panting for air.

"What? A little slower please."

"Zayn. Kissed. Me. And. I. Kissed. Back. Ending. With. We. Did. Foreplay. But. Nothing. Else." I emphasized every single word and closed my eyes, waiting till he would slap the realization out of me.

I peeked one of my eyes, seeing that Louis nodded as he understood. "Your screwed." He simply said.

"LOUIS?!" I protested.

"What? I'm not actually the best adviser in the world, but I know basically cheating your boyfriend with your ex-boyfriend is completely messed up. But don't worry, Tay. It'll work out, as long as we don't say it to the rest of the boys. Especially Liam. It's our little secret." he patted my shoulder.

"What don't you want to say to me?" Liam walked outside folding his arms against his bare chest.

I gulped hard, finding myself in a sticky situation. I could either spill it our right now or lie. Gratefully, Louis saw my expression and came up with an explanation. God... Why did that rime? Anyways, it came out like this;

"If we told you, it wouldn't be a secret." Louis circled his palms like he was hypnotizing Liam.

I grimaced repeatedly thinking about what he wanted with this. Seriously? Trying to hypnotize Liam would help at all, Louis. We're defiantly busted.

"Whatever." He shrugged, and since it colder outside and he was only bare chested, he went inside.

I sighed with relief, then looked over at Louis who gave me a thumbs up.

Louis then got up pulled me at the process and slung his arm around my shoulder. I'm happy that I'm at height with Louis, so I don't have to look up at him, like my two brothers.

"Just be happy and forget it ever happen. That way it will be save forever." He informed, before running inside where he spotted Harry throwing carrots out of the fridge.

'That's what you think.' I thought before walking inside too....

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A/N: so basically this is only a filler, so sorry if you expected any action or drama in it. It's crap, I know -.-

Well, I hope you had a great day and I hope it continues (unlike mine -.-)

Lots of love - Becky x