Reality Kicks In

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A/N: Special announcement! There will be a couple more POV's in this chapter, so you can have a taste of there vision and thoughts!

Enjoy - Becky x

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Thea's POV

I was practically traumatized, rocking back and forth against Louis chest as Harry and Niall was trying to find out where Liam had gone.

I gulped remembering four hours ago when Liam saw me with Zayn basically being naked together, and then he ran away with rage pooling his eyes, towards Zayn and I.

I really thought this tour would be bringing up good memories to keep, but instead fate intended to do something that would break every single happy memory in Liam and I's lives. The bare thought that Liam was no longer here beside me, was like feeling a stake drive through my heart not daring to stop.

At this point, I started to hyperventilate as tears were ones again streaming down my face.

"Shh, Thea. You need to relax. It'll be alright. I promise." Louis said, rubbing my back and soothing comfortable words ringing through my ears of hope.

I whimpered, feeling completely and utterly pity for myself. "I'm a fucking bitch, Louis! Liam would never forgive me! I was practically cheating on him, when he was with you all the time doing nothing! I'm so screwed.." I trailed off, clutching my stomach to relief the mental pain.

Right then, the door flung open revealing Zayn with his forehead creased showing his concentration on finding my boyfriend. Suddenly, I felt rage fill me up and I was such a loser for blaming other people for my mistakes.

I got up from the couch, walking towards Zayn as I punched him over and over again, while I was shouting profanities at him. That guy had so many reasons to make me feel like this. My feelings was on a thin line between having Liam and Zayn at the same time and I knew it was completely wrong. Beyond my boundaries actually.

He grasped both of my wrist, pulling me against his chest as he was trying to comfort me. It required a lot of energy to slip away, but he managed to wrap my arms around the small of his back.

"I-I'm so sorry, but it's not what it looks like. I have to ex-." But before he could answer, I cut him off.

"You took advantage of me! You knew that I was drunk and I would never do this on purpose! There isn't anything to explain! I- I hate you!" I screamed, running away from my problems as I usually did.

It reminded me, when I ran away the first time from him. It's like reliving the past all over and it made me sick.

Zayn's POV

See that's the problem. Thea doesn't listen to me, whenever I want to explain what really happened. Thea probably thought we had sex, but no. As much as I would want it, I couldn't bare the fact on betraying Liam. We were only naked, because we thought we would do it, but we went fast a sleep on my bed, because of the alcohol swirling in our bodies. So it never happened.

After Liam had gone to who knows where, I tried in all my might to find him, but remembering that I was making a scandal in public wasn't listed on my notes, so I called Paul to find him. Well, I don't know where Harry and Niall went, but I guess they were going to tell Simon, before the media would say something crappy that didn't even happen.

I just hope this situation will sooth out, although I believe that it wouldn't be an easy task. Especially when basically both of them is furious to rip off my limp.

"What was on your mind?!" Louis' voice snapped me out of my trance.

I saw his presence, and somehow I felt embarrassed of standing in front of him. He looked so intimidating, like he was about to kill someone. Someone like me.

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