Love Will Find its Way

Messed Up Feelings pt. 2

Liam's POV

I couldn't help but think about the situation me and Thea's relationship was in.

At first I thought she needed some space, because she had recently passed out of stress, but as it took longer than I intended I could smell something fishy. A couple of statements had crossed my mind, and one of them makes my knuckles become whiter by the second; did she not want me anymore?

I guess as we both have been really busy this week with concerts and stuff, had made us too tired to even spend some time together. Right now it's like our relationship is going downhill, and I'm repeatedly pondering if she still felt the same as before.

"You look so tense, Liam. Are you alright?" Vera stated sitting on the sand, me following as Louis and Alice took off to the water for a dip.

I sighed, either or not explaining my situation to Vera. She have always been there for me if it was urgent, and I believe I can take the chance on telling it to her. She was my best-friend anyways.

"It's just that me and Thea's relationship haven't been on great terms lately, and I'm wondering if she still feels the same towards me, since we haven't really been together as often as we used to. We live in a tour-buss for god sakes!" I said with frustration lacing into my now hoarse voice by raising my it.

She sighed and penetrated with the most intense stare I've ever seen her do. Then she took a hold of my hand, and I cringed by her touch.

"It's not a lie I haven't really fancied your past girlfriends and I envy them, but Thea-." She hold her breath and continued. "Thea is someone you should trust by now, Liam. I don't really wanna do this, but to make you feel better I'm confessing that I do really like Thea as your girlfriend. The way you both look at each other, is like trying to cut off metal with a knife." She confessed. "What I'm saying is just give her time, and go with the flow."

I smiled, finally knowing that Vera had got over her feelings for me. Yes, I knew that ever since we became friends she had other feelings for me, unlike my feelings for her as simply my sister and best-friend.

I would rather not be selfish, but seeing Vera as more than friends isn't something I could see in my future. It's like dating my sister Ruth! Gosh, that would be weird and disgusting....

I gave her a small smile and looked up at the dim sky.

"You're probably right. Thanks, V." I said and gave her a side hug.

Vera's POV

I couldn't even believe what I just confessed to Liam. Yes, I do like Thea as his girlfriend and I didn't request myself as a better one. It's like something had lighten up a bulb and said that I should be on the positions of his current girlfriends and feel the guilt. And it didn't feel good.

I somehow knew that Liam could never love me. He probably saw me as a sibling or nothing, but his best-friend. And I finally decided that I would let Thea and Liam be. Seeing them even touch or look at each others eyes, is like trying to cut through gold with a knife and it should be that way.

I shook my head briefly and found myself dragging Liam up to his feet.

"Come on! Let us just enjoy that you've made it so far and no more drama!" I stated and he agreed.

* * * * * *

Currently, Liam, Louis, Alice and I was drinking by the campfire I perfectly build up. I knew that I was drunk, but I still felt my emotions overwhelm my body and it was so unwanted at this point.

I was thinking about Liam kissing with Thea in front of me, to piss me off by purpose and it felt like a stake which had driven through my heart. Why did I even have these feelings for him? And how could I let myself addition to be one of One Direction's dancers, when I already knew that Liam was in it? It only let my feelings for him boost up.