DAYS LATER
Diamond Jamil
"Really girl ?" Dej mugged me as I sat down outta breath opening my brown paper bag with my donuts in it
We been at this gym since 12 and its almost two an I ain't ate since this morning. Im tryna lose weight but shitttt
"I ain't ate since this morning." I took the biggest bite ever. This bitch tryna kill me "And this shit too tight." I unzipped my waist trainer feeling nauseous
"A donut out of all things though ?" She sucked her teeth and I shrugged licking my fingers before I ate my other one
"Girl come on." Dej said after I ate the other one and I stood back up feeling alittle dizzy. I was so hungry and this guh tryna kill me. Got me all dizzy and shit
"Hold on." I said taking off my waist trainer cause it was finna me me throw up since I just ate
We was doing some squat when I felt my stomach hurt. I ate them damn donuts too fast
"Shit." I gagged putting my hand over my mouth and running to the bathroom to throw up
I felt like I was throwing up my damn organs. I felt so damn horrible
"Girl you okay ?" Dej opened the door and I gagged before I started throwing up again
"Oh unt un." She closed the door back
"Girl you okay ?" Dej asked me again when I came out the bathroom feeling sick as hell
"Yeah bruh, I just haven't been eatin like I used to." I mumbled rinsing my mouth an drying it with a paper napkin
"Beauty hurts." Dej put on alittle chapstick
"Im goin home, Im tired anyway." I mumbled walking out the bathroom to get my waist trainer and my purse out my locker
"Be safe !" Dej called unlocking her doors
"You too !" I got in my truck and closing my door turning on my truck and checking my notifications on my phone
I was so fucking drained from shooting with Shane and I don't know why I even agreed to go to the damn gym
I thought about Natino again and every since we had that conversation days ago it eased my heart but Im still alittle hurt.
Everybody want me to hate him but I just don't. He's like my best friend and although I did forgive him I still have more healing to do
"Where you at ? I said after Natino answered the phone
"Wit Sauce nem wassup witchu ?"
"Nothin I was just thinkin about you. You busy ?" I turned the steering wheel
"You wanna fuck a some ?"
"Not now." I sucked my teeth "I wanna go somewhere."
"You said ain wanna be seen wit me jit." He chuckled making me laugh
"That was years ago. I really don't give a fuck no more, do you ?"
"Whea we goin ?"
"Its a surprise."
"Im comin to you ?"
"Yea." I mumbled pulling in my driveway putting my car in park
"Gimme 30 minutes." He coughed and I knew he was smoking
"Okay."
"Luh you."
"Love you too." I hung up before I got out the car with my things. I was ready to take a good ass shower.
