Felix locked himself in his apartment for days. He didn't leave because of the paparazzi and he ignored Chan's calls and texts.
He called Yves and told her he quit, before she could ask about it he hung up and turned off his phone. The few days he just cried in his bed, still hurt that Chan told the public about them when he said he would wait.
One of the nights he went to go for a walk to clear his head and think his life over. He went to walk by the river, looking up at the stars.
I had the perfect job...and the perfect love...
But now it's all gone...
He felt himself tear up again as he sat down on the grass, looking at the river flow pulling his knees to his chest.
"If only things were different...if only I loved someone else...none of this would have happened..." he sniffled to himself. Even though it hurt him to say it, his heart still loved and longed for Chan.
"I wouldn't want that..."
Someone said behind him that made him lift his head.
What...?
"I wouldn't want that...because that would mean...Bambi wouldn't have been mine to love..."
Felix stood up, quickly turning around to see Chan.
"C-Chan..."
"Hey Bambi..." Chan gave a small smile inching closer to him.
"W-what are you doing here...?" Felix said in a cold hurt tone.
"Well, I remember Bambi loves walks along rivers" Chan smiled at him.
Felix did know the older knew that about him, making his heart ache even more.
"S-so? How did you know I was here tonight...?" He mumbled looking away.
"I didn't"
"W-what..?" Felix blinked turning his attention back to him.
Chan looked up at the stars as he spoke.
"I came here each night, walking along the river hoping one night you would come to look at it...hoping one night I could talk to you..." Chan said the last part looking at him.
Felix began to tear up as he felt his heart break. His mind kept telling him to hate Chan but his heart kept yearning for him.
"W-well I'm leaving then-"
"Bambi, please...just hear me out..."
Felix wiped his eyes before looking at him.
"Why should I?" He said coldly again.
"Because I love you...and I know even though you've been ignoring my calls and texts... you still love me too..." Chan said softly.
That's when Felix's heart did the same flutter when they first met, but he didn't want to feel it again.
"A-and how do you know that..? I told you we're done" Felix turned away crossing his arms.
Chan smiled as he inched closer cupping his cheeks to make him look into his eyes.
"I know...because you're still here listening to me"
Felix stilled because Chan was right, those same eyes he kept trying to hate, he just couldn't.
"C-Chan..."
"Just listen to me Bambi..." he pleaded once more.
Felix nodded as he looked into his eyes, feeling his eyes tear up again.
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Fanfiction"Just because it's your job, doesn't mean you should do it" "Do what?" "Cover up those Freckles" Felix is a new make up artist working part time at a beauty store, Where Chan is a well known international model who's been having trouble finding the...
