A Different Me

A whole lot of crying

Trinity Edwards

The shower was running waking me out of my sleep. I slowly turned over and looked at the time on the clock. It was fucking 4 am and this nigga ain't returned a call or said shìt . He had me fucked up! I jumped up and walked into the bathroom just as he was getting out.

"So you forgot you had a fucking wife all of a sudden ? Huh nigga?" I asked with my arms folded over my breast. The wine still had me feeling good and bold.

"Naya it's Four in the fucking morning you think I have time for a argument ? He asked before continuing to dry off .
"I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHAT THE CLOCK SAY NIGGA . I've been sitting home like a good little bitch waiting on yo ass and you ain't thought to call? "

"I could leave back out if you want" he said with no emotion .
I laughed to keep from crying this shit was over . I went in our spare room slammed and locked the door . He didn't even try to come check on me . It was late asf but I was calling Aisha . I needed to talk to someone before I killed his ass.
"Trin it better be important"
she groggily said. I couldn't even get any words out how hard I was crying . That got her attention . She got up cutting on the light.
"Trin baby I'm sorry for WHATEVER it is please just stop crying . You know how I get when people cry" she said. But I couldn't help it I couldn't stop the tears .

"I loveee him Aish" Where did I go wrong I continued to cry .

"Please don't do that , You are a bad bitch and any nigga who can't see that don't deserve you" she said trying to cheer me up. I just cried harder .
We sat silently on the phone for a few with no words exchanged before I finally spoke.
"I need to get the fuck outta Michigan for a few... I'm coming to you"I told her . Her house was easiest because she didn't have a man like Naya and I didn't want to impose to much on anyone .

Well bring yo ass so we can cry together, I'm tired"
She stated I just shook my head and hung up. Black was gone be in for a rude awakening today. After finally feeling enough strength to get up . I went to our room and his bitch ass was already gone . I was going to pack but I decided to leave with nothing and buy shit when I went down there. I booked a one way ticket first class to New York and called my assistant to make sure I didn't have any upcoming court dates. After confirming everything I told her I was taking a much needed mutha fucking break from life!

Arriving in New york was such a breath of fresh air . Cold air of course but fresh air nonetheless. Trying to get Aisha to pick me up would be like pulling teeth so I just hailed a cab. Naya texted us saying that Cass left her . The girl didn't realize how she treated him even after us telling her so it was only a matter of time before he left . I thought about my response before responding but Aisha Already told her to come over since I was in town So I sat my phone down and enjoyed the ride. I was happy to see my besties and was gonna enjoy being off for a while. Pulling up she was already at the door waiting These fucking iphones I said to myself smiling . Paying the cab guy I jumped out and ran into my homegirl .
Don't be all excited to see me now she playfully rolled her eyes and said . You ain't been here in almost six months . I rushed in trying to get out the cold with Aisha Locking up behind me
"TT my pretty niece jumped up and down greeting me .Aisha was the only one with a child so we spoiled her to no end . Seeing her put a smile on my face .
"Hey auntie baby" , I picked her up kissing her pretty face .
"You bring me a gift?" she sweetly asked. This what I meant by spoiled .
"Auntie planned on taking you shopping so that you could pick your own gift"

Yayyyy I like picking my own gifts cause sometimes y'all don't get me anything that I want" I laughed and put her down while she ran back to her show .