Growing up, I used to think that flaws should always be hidden. I would always cover my scars so no one would think that I am bold enough to fought on wars. I would always try to keep the things about me that people do not consider the 'standard' and I hid myself so no one could use it against me.
I admit, their eyes speak to me more than their mouth. And then one thing I knew upon growing up is that, there is no such room for flaws that's why I tried to burry it. I succeed creating a graveyard for most of them, but some still lingers to me no matter how hard I tried.
And then you came, years ago...
You are the only person who wants to see what I keep on hiding. You long to see all the possible personalities I have, and even the flaws I continously refuse to show. I was so confused on why a 'you' would ever want to meet the little monster in me because people often runway from me.Your kind words comforted me. You helped me. A lot.
And have I ever told you? that most time, I see my father in you. The way you speak ( sometimes I hear your words in his and hear his words on yours) and the kind of mindset you have that I only think exist in wattpad.
You trained my heart to be brave and you assured me positively against the possibilities I only think in my head. You took care of me. You healed my inner child and this is also the first time that I'm finally loving the flaws that I have.
Please continue showering me with your love because no one could ever make me feel safe just like this way again. Know that as much as you're willing to accept my flaws, is also as much as I am willing to improve it just for you..
Your love pushes me to be a better person. I will always love to be loved by you.