Promiscuity

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5:25 PM
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        "I don't think the Nyx girl is a hoe. I just think she searching for something. She's beautiful, her personality is sketchy but you can tell she's just lost. It doesn't make you a hoe when you juggle niggas, I respect her player. She's a lost girl and she's searching for love in the wrong places. One dude fucking women on camera and the other dissing her. It's not a good look." Jason Lee spoke on his Hollywood Unlocked page. Nyx rolled her eyes as she listened to his words.

      So, find what the fuck im looking for minivan built bitch. She thought to herself swiping off of the page.

     It annoyed Nyx that so many people thought that they knew her because of everything going wrong around her. It wasn't even like she was the one trying to put her business out. Between Khepri's constant ignorance, Glocc's diss songs and even her feeding into it only resulted in a lot of unwanted opinions that she didn't ask for.

     "You need a hug?" Khepri asked her while emerging from the kitchen, he held two plates in each of his hands. Nyx didn't mind him being in her house regardless of what he did because he always found time to make food for her.

"Not from you, I don't." She took the plate from his hand as he got himself comfy in her bed. The plate held mac n cheese, chicken and collard greens on them, the smell filled her nose with a pleasing aroma. It reminded her of a homely feeling. "Where'd you learn how to cook like this?"

"My moms was a chef and my dad was never home so since she ain't want me to starve she just taught me how to cook. She would leave for days at a time for restaurant shit." Khepri confided in her as they both began to eat their food. The taste matched the smell while they chewed meticulously to relish the flavor of the food.

"Your mom isn't a chef anymore? You said was." Nyx silently hoped that she was right and that his mother hadn't passed instead. But unfortunately Khepri's hesitance gave her the answer that she didn't want.

"She passed when I was 15. It was a wild day for me, I joined the basketball team and they was dubbing my shit for a minute. I stayed out all night with some niggas the team, smoking and drinking. I was the youngest nigga in the car." He chuckled as he thought back to the day. He paused his chewing as he reminisced on everything that happened.

"You don't have to talk about it. We can just talk about something different. When did you lose your virginity?" Nyx quickly changed the subject as she realized how sensitive the other one was.

"Shit, the next night. I was staying with my momma best friend and it just happened. I can't explain why. We was both hurt so we just used each other to heal."

"You was fucking yo momma bestfriend? At 15? How long was y'all fucking?" Nyx's questioned came one after the other. "I hate to hear shit like this, you probably don't even realize she took advantage of you."

"I don't think I was taken advantage of. I came onto her, I initiated it. I lived with her, we were fucking till I was like 17." Khepri explained himself trying to defend the situation in the right way.

"Regardless of who initiated what, you were still a child and she was an adult. Y'all shouldn't have been fucking, period." Nyx rebutted quickly to shut him down. "Young boys are always losing their virginities at ages they shouldn't to older women. It really annoys the fuck out of me that y'all brag about shit like that. Not to say you're bragging but you're completely content with the situation and it shouldn't have been normalized. If you were a 15 year old girl and that was a grown man, you would be singing a different tune. That woman took advantage of you for two years and you need to realize that."