Pissed is what i feel,
U cant except me to be ok and not be real.
Sadly i already look pissed all the time,
I just dont want to let everyone see so i act like im fine.
I want to be mature,
So i keep everything inside and act good for my future.
I try to be silent,
But being silent seems like a talent.
I try to smile all the time,
But it seems like i just feel stupid and cry.
I try to keep everything in,
But i just need someone to make me wanted and fit in.
I just want to be ok,ok?
Was that to much to ask?
If not just make me feel wanted genuinely and sincerely,
Or atleast let anybody take me seriously.
Nothing?
I see......
So i continue to smile,
And pretend that everything can be solved if i act like a mime.
I am really pissed,
No one really cares cause I won't be missed.
Aw....... that hurts,
But thats ok cause thats not the first.
So I'll be smiling again,
Waiting for this pain to end.
