Ana.
I laid in my bed crying, I was pouring my eyes out. I was so upset I told Miracle to leave me alone and I locked her out the room. I was so hurt that
my BestFriend would even think about doing something like that. And bringing Natalie and Tiara along was the worst thing she could of ever did.I wasn't ready for them to see none of this. Where they come from it's nice and the richer side. But me not so much. I always thought if I even looked like the girls where I'm living at right now, friends that I have wouldn't even be my friends and that's a fact. Especially Natalie and Tiara, my BestFriend I don't know the bitch might have some heart.
I just wanted to lay here and never get up. Why did they have to see my mom? Why did they have to see the apartment I live in? Why why why that's all I keep asking is god why?
iMessageAnthony❤😍:What are you wearing tonight😍
I rolled over to check my phone noticing Antony name on my screen kinda relaxed me just a little. Not a whole lot because I still wanted to fight.
Anthony❤😍>I'm not going
iMessageAnthony❤😍:Wtf...why?
Anthony❤😍>Because my whole mood is just👎👎👎👎👎...you wouldn't understand
iMessageAnthony❤😍:What happened? You ok? And if you come out tonight it'll get your mind off it boo
Boo?😊😒😁😍 I don't know how I felt about that one lol.
iMessageLexy💵:Of course I'll take you. Just let me know what Mike says and give me the time and date I'll be over.
I read over Lexy message knowing she'll come through for me. I then read Anthony he was right if I go I'll be able to get all of this off my mind. But Asia and them will be there so no telling what will happen.
I told Antony to text me the details and everything about Draya's Party.
I stood up wiping my tears away looking into my closet for something to wear and texting Mike telling him I can't leave my sister by herself tonight because my mom wasn't here. He tried asking if there was someone who would keep her over night and I said no. Gabriella would do it but my mom is here a couple hours won't hurt, as much as I didn't want to leave Miracle.
I pulled out some high wasted shorts with a cute white bra like top with my white heels. I then got in the shower which I needed. I just needed to relax and forget about what happened today.
Hours and hours passed by and I was ready to go I curled my hair putting on flawless makeup and some sliver jewelry to go along with my outfit. The party started at 10 and It was 10:30 Lexy was sitting outside waiting on me.
I grabbed my little purse instead of my big one, just enough space to hold my phone and it's charger, along with my money with some lose makeup. I did my last coat of lipgloss before looking into the mirror one last time.
I walked out the room and saw Miracle on the couch sleep.
I picked her up walking back to my room and laying her down on the bed. Walking out but not locking the door my mom was sitting at the table... just sitting there."You ok" I asked going into the kitchen cabinet and getting down the bottle of Vodka. It was always alcohol in the house. Even though I didn't drink it like that, there was times I needed it like now.
"Yeah why"?
"Cause your just sitting there" I said taking two shots of Vodka. "Oh my gosh that was strong" I said pouring me Vodka into a cup to take with me.
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Ana
Roman pour AdolescentsAna... Ana Harris is force to grow up real fast in order to survive. With her mother on drugs and having a little sister to care for, Ana has no choice but to live her life the only way she knows how.