On My Lenses I (Completed)

Winter Birthday [END]

Jin POV.

December 22, 2018, Moon's Residence

It's MOONBYUL'S BIRTHDAAAAAAAY!! I just literally screamed without voice. Being here with them makes me a different person.

The night before, I asked Eomma and Oppa about their plans. They're a simple family so nothing much will happen compare to our birthday parties in the cities. I don't want to go extravagant cause it's not really a full 'happy celebration'.

Eomma already have homemade kimchi, which I want to say is the best there is, which Byul loves to eat with whatever food you can give her. Oppa will bring cake and samgyupsal. So that left me with...no idea at all.

So, what will I prepare? I don't know...myself? Just kidding. I don't want them to actually know I love her.

I wanted to actually prepare a gift but I tried calling manager-nim and he's not answering my calls at all. He agreed with a few days extension with a deal that I will go with my father, myself, in our house to cater whatever he wants me to do.

Byul also loves photography same as me. So I decided to give her my camera as a gift. it's actually a Polaroid Instant Camera, I bought it when I was having a vacation in UK. It's something I had with me for a long time so it's pretty special. I also didn't gave anyone something I owned for my entire life. Byul is special so I'll give her that. I'm excited.

Oppa and Eomma didn't go to work today to celebrate Byul's birthday. Unfortunately Seulgi and Yesol can't make it cause of their studies.

Me, Eomma and Oppa are exchanging stories while waiting for Byul so we can have breakfast together. I'm kinda open with them cause they already know I 'just regained' my memories. I told them that I was an illegitimate child. My father owns a company and my brother helps him to run it. While I told them, I was like their model for the company. They were amused by my stories. They told me they weren't that shocked to know I'm a celebrity. I sang them a short song as well. I liked it. Them, giving me praises about my looks, voice and gave me some advices about my family.

I was like a part of a family. It is something I never felt ever since I was born. My mother loved me so much, that I know. That somewhat fulfilled what the others are lacking. After my mother passed away, I looked for love from other women. I had lots of them, but it isn't what I felt when I was with my mom.

They don't know why I was in the beach that early in the morning. I don't have the courage to tell them yet. I know they will not overly judge me, I'm just afraid...I'll end up judging myself again.

Eomma, is now in the kitchen preparing the table cause she know Byul will wake up anytime soon. Oppa noticed I was lost in thoughts for sometime now. He tapped my shoulders and asked me if I'm okay. I nodded.

"Byul like this kind of shoulders." He grinned. I was discomposed and pretended I didn't hear those remarks but I felt my ears got red. "She likes broad shoulders because of me and my dad."I intently listened. "But dad...died and she became a lady, so I can't really hug her every time."

"Hey guys, good morning...what are you guys talking about?" She asked while stretching and yawning.

"We were just talking about how you liked.."

"Kimchi! Eomma made sure she has some stock for you." Oppa looked and glared at me. Looks like he don't want Byul to know that he told me that. She was confused but just sat down and waited for the food to be served. Maybe she forgot it's her birthday?

We ate like how we usually do. While we fill our stomachs, we also make sure to fill the house with stories and smiles and laughter.  After we ate, Oppa took the cake from the refrigerator and lit the candle sticks. I also run to get my camera and hid it at my back first.