Captured
By Riin
With my lenses I capture
Pictures create a thousand words they say,
But for me, I create stories based on them
I captured history,
I captured love, not hate
I captured endurance, not pain
I captured happiness, not sadness
I captured...
I haven't really got enough sleep. This will be like our first date. <3 This got me nervous. Wow. Really Seokjin? You're nervous for a date??? IT's not even a date you stupid. She just invited you to go with her cause she's bored. These past days, my mind keeps on battling itself like a teenager. Well that's better right? Rather than battling its demons why not be giddy about it.
I smacked both my cheeks with my 2 hands. I checked the clock on my phone.
4:19am
5 messages
I opened the notification.
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"Just when I thought it couldn't get any better." I sighed
*typing*
*delete*
*typing*
*delete*
I put down my phone and grabbed my pillow.
"UGGGH!!!" I scrunch my hair and scream at the pillow and eventually pick up my phone again. "I'll get back to this later." I tried opening my data. Wow. Am I in a secluded area?? No internet? How can they even survive? Well, you did survive a day without it Jin and you're not crying about it. I locked my phone and put it at the top of the bedside table.
I calmed myself. I don't want to go back. I crossed my arms and lay it at the top of my eyes.
I have to focus now on Byul. I'll have to tell her the truth, I don't think lying cause I don't want to share it won't hurt anyone, but I don't want to lie any further.
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"Jin, do you still want to go with me?"
Oh shit. I fell asleep. I rubbed my eyes and slowly opened it to look at Byul. I stretched and yawned at the same time.
"Yeap. can you wait for me?" I don't want to let her know I just fell asleep cause of thinking about this date and the other thing.
"Sure. I'll just prepare the table. Eomma already left with oppa."
"Already?" She nodded and went to prepare our breakfast.
I grabbed my towel and went to shower.
*showers*
I felt like I belonged to this family.
I felt like I belonged to her. Does that make sense? I didn't really fall in love at first sight, but there's something about her that pulls me. I'm also not sure if I love her. I like her but I don't want to say that I love her already.
