Yoongi's (Suga) One shot: AGUST D uncut

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"Hey hot stuff, ready to shoot today's music video?" Yoongi said as he wrapped his arms around my waist, cuddling his head into my neck. As always he had to look around to see if anyone was near, just so he could kiss me. This has been going on for too long now... He pulled me close, wrapped his huge, soft hand around my face and kissed me as if he almost really had feelings for me. We heard footsteps come in and he pushed me, then continued to say "You need to work on your camera stability Y/N, my face gets all blurry since you shake so damn much." I rolled my eyes, and walked away. I met up with my longest friend Soo-young, who also works on set, "Oh no, what happened this time?" I slumped down on a bench, as she sat next to me. "Same shit that always happens, we're in a room alone, he acts all cute and shit, kisses me, and then once someone walks in he acts like he doesn't even fucking know me. I'm tired of it Soo-young." She rolled her eyes because she knows how hard I've fallen for Min Yoongi, and let me tell you something, I fell fucking hard. "Aish Y/N, you need to confront him, he can't just keep doing this on and off shit with you. That's bullshit the way he is being towards you. You know what?  I'm going to tell him something." As she got up I grabbed her wrist and pulled her back down, "No, you won't be telling him shit. I think I should confront him, I mean I should have the balls to stand up to him and not have him treat me this way." Soo-young looked at me in disbelief, because I know that I have said that line one too many times. "Are you really going to do it this time?" Soo-young said while standing with me, I shrugged, "Hopefully..."

The set bell rang and we had to get prepared for the next part of the music video, for the AgustD premier. As we were walking inside, I looked up and saw yoongi staring at me. I tucked my hair behind my ear and looked away while getting my camera set up, don't fall for his bullshit, you know better. "I should know better, but I don't...ha.." I said as I was talking outloud to myself. "What should you know better about Y/N?" asked Hoseok as he came up behind me watching me set up my camera. I got scared and jumped a bit, before completely turning around to look at him. "Um...I-I should know better than to mess up the visual that is Min Yoongi." Hoseok looked at me closely to check if I was lying, but luckily after lying about my feelings for so long, I have gotten better about hiding the truth. "You're not messing up his visual, if anything he looks the same way now compared to how he'll look in the music video. His face might just break your camera if anything, trust me, you're perfect in everything you do." Hoseok stated as he rubbed his hands on my shoulder getting very close to my face. I turned and saw Yoongi death glaring at me, I quickly turned back to Hobi who was slowly getting even closer to my face. "Uh...What are you doing Hobi?" I asked concerned, then he smirked, took my camera out of my hand, placed it on the table next to me, pulled into him, moved his mouth next to my ear and said "What does it look like I'm doing sweetheart? I'm going to do this." He tilted my chin up and gave me a big fat smooch right on my lips, I didn't know how to feel about it but for some reason I knew I wasn't being faithful to Yoongi even though we're not together.  As I was about to pull away from Hoseok, I felt a tight grip on my wrist and was yanked out of Hoseok's grasp. "Dude! What the fuck?!"  Hobi shouted at Yoongi, but Yoongi didn't care and continued to drag me to another room. Once we were alone, he closed the door and looked at me with rage, "What do you think you're doing kissing him?!" He shouted at me, before I could get a word out he continued to vent. "You're really going to act that much of a slut, on MY music video set?! What's wrong with you today? Did I do something to make you mad? Or are you on your lady shit again, what is it Y/N?" I rolled my eyes, trying to not cry at the fact that he's yelling at me and calling me a slut. "You're what's wrong with me, you're the fucking reason I feel so out of control. You walk in thinking that you're top dog around here, and you sneak me around telling me sweet nothings one minute and the next you treat me like I'm fucking trash. The one night stand we had was supposed to be exactly that, a one time thing, but you've taken me on dates, have a secret rendezvous any chance you get, keeping me up at night with your intellectual yet strange brain, and worst of all. Being so comfortable with me to tell me you love me but only when it's convenient for you. I can't do half of the shit you do for me, for you because "we're aren't dating", I'm so messed up right now because I am trying to ignore my feelings for you while you are doing this on and off shit to me. So, I'm going to ask you. What do you want from me? Because I am tired of getting emotional whiplash from you." He stood there in shock from my words, I rolled my eyes and started to laugh. "Ha! Of course you are not going to say anything, because you didn't know I felt this way, and that somehow my feelings aren't your fault. Or am I getting ahead of myself?" He looked at me with a blank stare, I was stupid to even think that he would see me more than whatever I am right now. I took a deep breath and gathered my thoughts, "Ok, you obviously don't want to talk. Let's finish the music and part ways, I don't want to be around you any longer than I need to be." I said as I turned around and headed back on set. Hoseok came up to me and said "Let's pick up where we left off." I pushed his hand away, "I don't want to pick up where we left off, stay out of my way.

I have a job to do." walked towards the set before I heard him say, "What the fuck got your panties in a twist bitch?" Just ignore him, don't even bother. I felt a few tears run down my face, I need this day to be over, I need this music video to be over. "Hey Y/N, What happened girl?" Soo-young asked as she wiped my tears, everyone is still scattered and no one is really in a rush to get work done besides the director. "I finally did it, after 9 months, I finally stood up to Yoongi. It all came out after Hoseok kissed me right in front of him. Heh, you know the funniest part, he didn't say a damn word to me. Just stared at me with a blank expression as if he didn't have a single thought in his damn mind. I think it's time to move back to my hometown, Korea was fun and all, but it hurt me...a lot." Soo-young stood up and started to walk away from me, this time I didn't stop her. My phone started to ring and Soo-young called me and told me to put myself on mute and just listen. "Aye! Min Yoongi!! I got a bone to pick with you!" I heard Soo-young yell, I covered my mouth with my hand and continued to listen. "Shit, what do you want now Soo-young?" he asked in a melancholic manner, "I heard about what Y/N told you and how you didn't say shit back. What the hell dude? I know exactly how you feel about her, why couldn't you just tell her the way she told you." That can't be true.... "Y/N took me by surprise, and how am I supposed to confess my feelings after calling her a slut?" After he said that I could feel Soo-young's rage through the phone since she hates that word with a passion. "You called her a WHAT!" all I heard after was some background noise of what seemed like props being thrown around. I ran inside and saw Soo-young with a chair over her head ready to launch it at Yoongi. I grabbed her wrists, and shouted "Soo-young! Stop!" Everyone looked in our direction as we froze in our places, I couldn't help but notice Yoongi messing with a string on his shirt with worry written all over his face. Soo-Young put the chair down then walked up to Yoongi and said something that made his eyes widen. He walked up to me, grabbed a hold of my shoulders and kissed me in front of everyone, it felt like my best dream yet my worst nightmare. I kissed him back trying to place all the negative thoughts and feelings away from my mind. He pulled away from me after a long lip lock and looked into my eyes "We need to talk." He pulled me into his dressing room and said "Why are you going to move back? Are you not happy here? Did I do something wrong?" I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms over my chest and faced the wall, "Talk to me Y/N" Yoongi said as he put his hands on my shoulders and bent down to meet my gaze. Just tell him how you feel, he won't understand unless you tell him. "Yoongi, you don't understand what I'm going through with you and this fucking emotional rollercoaster of yours. Yes, we had a fling and it turned into something that we were both cool with at first. We both thought that we weren't going to catch feelings for each other, but guess what? I have fallen for you, I have fallen fucking hard and you doing this on or off shit with me, it doesn't help.

I can't work in an environment like this, you called me to shoot this video for you, you asked for me because I did such a good job on the IDOL video. Now, my camerawork is off, my angles are bad, and most of all I don't feel passion for my job, the one thing that used to be the reason why I wake up in the morning.  Now, even though you have been treating like a fucking lightswitch, I found a new reason to wake up. You're the reason." He stood there with his hands still on my shoulders and didn't say anything, he came close to my face to get a better look at me. "Y/N, I'm in love with you, and sadly I don't know how to show it. I didn't know how to reply to you at first, so I just stood there. Now, I was able to put my thoughts together, and Y/N. I have always loved you, you are the reason I wake up every morning, and the reason I sleep well at night. I'm sorry I did the on and off thing because I was nervous about starting something that might end badly. I'm sorry for treating you like that, can you forgive me?" "It's not going to end badly, I'm with you until the end." I replied, he looked down at me with his "little meow meow" eyes, and said "Promise?" I nodded my head the said "Promise"

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