Voices|TK

five

5| a lot happened lately

2 weeks later

"kookie?" taehyung asked when the two of them just finished a round of fortnite with an epic win.

"what is it angel?"

"don't you wanna know how i look like?"

"i honestly don't care about it." jungkook answered after a little thinking. he doesn't know what goodlooking and ugly is and doesn't have an opinion on it. when he was in school, he always thought he was good looking, while others bullied him telling him how ugly he is.

since then he doesn't believe his own opinions about looks. he just thinks he's ugly, because others think that, thought that, said that.

it was a long time ago that jungkook has met people, even talked to them. he doesn't know how much he changed. he was always goodlooking, it were just the bruises that made the kids in school say he was ugly. but it was enough to make him believe that.

taehyung pouted at that, but was somehow happy that jungkook liked him not for his looks.

"c-can we maybe face time?"

it's what jungkook feared the most. deep on the inside he knows taehyung would never judge him by his looks. taehyung just doesn't seem like someone whose values lie on the looks.

but jungkook still felt scared.

what if he overestimates taehyung and he cares about looks. will he say he's ugly too?

somehow jungkook didn't want to risk what he is building up with taehyung. he just can't. he really likes the boy, hell he doesn't even care about how the other looks like. as long as he is he, jungkook continues to like him.

"i-i can't." he answered.

"oh why?"

"my camera is broken." jungkook answered, finding it a little embarrassing to tell the truth.

taehyung on the other side clicked his tongue and laughed. "you can't just lie to me like that, kook."

"how are you so sure i'm lying?"

"you told me you also like photography and take photos with your phone and camera wherever you go."

ah shit, i forgot.

"fine, i'm just not ready. i want you to like me for who i am, not how i look."

taehyung giggled. "don't worry kook. i like you, really, i don't care how you look like. already listening to your voice everyday is enough for me."

"you know you said it out loud and i could hear it."

"i wanted you to hear it. i really like your voice. from the first moment on."

"you did?"

"y-yes. you said you like to sing, i think you have korea's best voice, as long as i'm concerned."

jungkook smiled. "thank you. your voice is also beautiful."

"ahaha thanks." taehyung answered awkwardly. he was lying on his tummy on the couch now, staring at his fingernails, smiling like an idiot.

"when you're ready, we need to meet. i want to do so many things with you."

"we will... someday."

"i hope it's soon."

"i will try for you."

"YAH JUNGKOOK THERE IS AN ENEMY!"

"WAIT I'M BEHIND YOU."

"HEAL ME I'M KNOCKED DOWN!"

"WAIT ANGEL HERE IS A LOSER THAT I HAVE TO KILL!"
with a simple one shot, he killed the enemy that was about to attack taehyung again.

after doing this, bunnykook quickly ran to kth.gucci, healing him up and dropping band aids for him. "thanks, kookie."

"hurry up, we're not gonna lose this." jungkook said.

"we won't!"

5 minutes later, the round ended with them having the desired epic win. for the 13th time today.

"good game."

"we're unbeatable." taehyung giggled and it's true. jungkook and taehyung are these kind of duos that no one can defeat.

"hey taehyung."

"what?"

"if we ever see each other, i want you to meet someone." jungkook smiled.

taehyung smiled.
"of course kookie."

jungkook walked along the familiar stone way, flowers decorating the dark artistic stones on both sides next to the way. he tried to look up as less as possible, this place is making him feel empty, yet also so full.

it's the only place he can communicate to the person he loves the most.

going further he stopped in front of the familiar grave stone, saying his mother's name : jeon soyeon.

jungkook knelt down, as always, never caring about the weather. he smiles lightly as he moved his palm along the flat surface of the stone.

"hey mom... i hope you are doing fine up there. i miss you a lot you know."

"i'm so sorry, i couldn't bring any flowers today, grandma forgot to give me money. again." he chuckled as he sat down next to the stone.

"a lot has happened lately. i met someone new, well i didn't really meet him, i don't know how he looks like, but i like him, for his personality and for his way of speaking. for his voice."

"he is cute, his name is kim taehyung. he is very bubbly, other than me he seems to have a great life. he says his parents pay for him and he goes to school, has friends, family... i want that too. i miss you so much. i miss my parents, but i know dad will not be there for me."

"i really want you to get to know taehyung... i really like him, he makes me feel things i never felt. alone his voice makes my heartbeat rise. if it is because of what i think it is, then i don't know what to do actually. i have no experience in such things... i just hope that everything will turn alright and find it's way. please support me with taehyung, mom."

the wind breeze brushed through jungkook's hair and a bright smile decorated his lips.

"i love you."

author
lol rewriting this story makes so much fun omg

the plot has changed drastically and i'm so surprised