04/07/2020

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    Hey Xander,
            So today is my birthday. I wonder if you remember? Anyway, today as I thanked everyone for their birthday wishes, my mind wandered back to two years ago. Do you remember that? The kayaks, the campfire, the tent on the deserted sandbar. It all came rushing back to me.
          I know I should feel ashamed of myself and I do. But I can't help how I feel. I can't. I love him so much but the love I have for you, our love, it's just a different kind. And it makes my soul ache.
           I haven't heard your voice in over a year. I miss it dearly. The accent, the huskiness, the way only you can say my name. I can never ever say it enough- I'm so sorry, my love. I never deserved you and I never will.
            Yours truly,
                         Mace.

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