The walls were pretty thin to top it off so when you went to the kitchen to grab a bowl of ramen and ice cream on the side you heard more giggling. You wanted it to stop. It was driving you insane. You didn't even notice your water was boiling. "Oh god." You said as the water splashed everywhere you quickly turned it off and you remembered what Emilia said. "if you haven't found anyone yet I'm sure you will soon, you seem like an amazing young woman and are beautiful." You were better than this, whoever that girl was, he picked her over you tonight. That said a lot to you. You didn't even bother to text him. You decided tonight was about you. You called Marcus and he told you he was at work and him and his coworker were going to go to the club later and they invited you. At first you were going to decline the kind offer but remembered tonight was gonna be about you. You accepted. You had already changed clothes four times today once more wouldn't hurt. You wanted to look good. You wore a sparkly two piece you remember you had from your 20th birthday. You put it on and your hair was already in curls from today so you combed through it to make a wavy look and you put on slight makeup just blush, eyeshadow, eyelashes and lipgloss. You got ready and Marcus and his coworker picked you up. Her name was Samantha. You guys all got to the club and there was no line luckily. You guys got inside and headed straight to the drinks. You sat with them for a while then they decided to go dance but you really didn't feel like it. You sat there and all that crossed your mind was him. You scoffed at how stupid you were. You then asked the bartender for another round of shots and he placed five in front of you. You and alcohol never ended up being a good mix. Twenty minutes later you ended up dancing and out of nowhere you ran outside to puke. Marcus and Samantha followed. Samantha held you hair back and marcus looked away. He had Emetophobia (fear/anxiety of vomit or the thought of it). You guys decided it was time to leave and you got into the backseat of samanthas car crying. "I'm sorry for ruining your guys night." You slurred. "I'm such a dumbass." You stated. "Stop y/n your drunk." Samantha said reassuring you. "N-no I'm sooo stupidddddddd." You extended the d. "I trusted him how could I." You start sobbing and Marcus puts his hand on your lap. "What happened y/n" he asked sounding pretty upset. "N-nothing man." You sighed. "Y/n... I swear to god if you don't tell me..." "I said it's fine." He chuckled as if he'd drop it that easily. "Give me your phone." "what why,no" "fine." He snatched your phone out your hand and used your thumb to unlock it. He decided to go to your Instagram first nothing was wrong then to your messages that's when his face turned red from anger. "He stood you up?" "No more like he had someone over someone more important." "He's dead. Samantha get us home as soon as possible and I'm gonna need backup." He said throwing your phone into the back seat. "What happened?" She asked. "Some guy thinks he can just chill with some chick instead of y/n after he made it clear he wanted her over. He even sent the "😏" Emoji! HELL NO!" "Y/n sorry but im gonna have to slide with Marcus on this one, that's a dick move of him." "Yeah yeah whatever." You sigh. You guys arrive and Sam and Marcus pull you out you slip into the elevator and you feel like crap. As soon as the doors open Marcus sprints out banging on jojis door. "OPEN THIS FUCKING DOOR NOWW.!" he knocks about five times before the door opens. "Hey what the fuck is your pro..." he is interrupted by a screaming Marcus and Samantha. He looks over at you with complete sadness in his eyes as he ducks underneath there arms and crawls to you. They turn around and start screaming more. "GUYS SHUT THE FUCK UP." They stare at you blank faced. "Can you two go inside please." You whisper. "Yes but if this bitch thinks he can hurt you again do me a favor and learn your worth y/n.!" Sam says as she pushes a furious Marcus inside. Joji sits next to you. As he starts talking "y-y/n I'm so-so..." "why George. I thought you possibly liked me. We hung out together you gave me your candys we watched movies together I invited you over for breakfast. Why was I not good enough..? Am I not pretty enough? Is she bet..." "Shut up y/n." "W-w-what??" "Just shut up and let me explain." "No george there's nothing to explain, you obviously ditched me for her, leave me alone." As you got up and wobbled joji grabbed your arm. Your eyes locked with his. "please y/n," something told me he was telling the truth. "Five minutes that's all you have George." "Okay listen y/n I like you so so so much, but I'm still not over her, my ex. She was my first love. I don't think I'll ever forget mine and hers first everything. She was my first kiss my first non friendly hug, my first date, my first girlfriend, my first valentines, my first everything, I loved her so much, and she cheated on me, i was so hurt y/n, but I still loved her to this day I don't know why I stayed. She cheated a second time. I hated myself and I wish I didn't, i left her after i knew it was wrong I still loved her but I wish someone would take away that pain she caused, the girl I loved caused me so much pain how was it possible. Someone picked someone else over me and it hurt. I did the same, and it was too you I'm so sorry y/n, and when I posted that picture of you sleeping she texted me right away saying she wanted to see me I declined but she said she had already bought her plane ticket. The night I asked you to hang out with me she landed and never told me, as I waited for you I had cooked dinner and I bought your candys. I worked so hard and she knocked I thought it was gonna be you but it wasn't, she forced herself in. I tried telling her to leave but something didn't let me do what I had too. She kissed me and I pushed her off she was drunk I could tell by her voice and attitude. I heard you knocking and that's when she forced herself onto me again, I couldn't fight back and I hated it. You left, you left me with her and it hurt but I knew you thought something was going on but, Y/n I would never hurt you on purpose your too dear to me I have this weak spot for you y/n. I hate it you make me so happy and all I did was hurt you, I wanted to text you but I knew you'd be furious and not believe me. I thought I'd wait till tomorrow but the universe had other plans." He smiled. "I-I-I think I love you,I think I'm in love with you y/n and I can't control my feeling." He said. "What's her name?" You asked. "Chloe, Chloe Burbank." With that you turned to him and placed a hand on his cheek and kissed his lips. He turned a shade of red immediately. "Goodnight George, ill see you tomorrow." "Wait y/n what was that?" "I dunno maybe I love you back," you opened your door and looked back one more time. "Night Joji." "Goodnight y/n. By the way you look absolutely stunning tonight." You laughed and closed your door with a huge grin on your face. Someone had finally picked you over another girl, and knowing it was the man you had feelings for made you much more happier.
