(AHHH WAIT THIS BOOK IS #11 under joji 😳😳😳 this is so cool to me okay byee 😎)
About ten minutes later the waitress came back with your food. You guys both ate and laughed at dumb jokes joji made randomly. He would occasionally watch you eat but you ignored it and then he said this. "Y/n you look so cute savoring your food." He said placing his face in his hands. You felt your cheeks rush with red color. He noticed and let out a small chuckle. "God your adorable.." you looked down and played with your mushy pancakes that were covered in syrup. "HI OMG YOUR JOJI RIGHT!! CAN WE GET A PICTURE!? PLEASEE.!" Two girls screamed jumping up and down as they held their phones out. Joji looked at you and said. "Uh yeah sure, um y/n do you mind taking the picture?" He asked "sure no problem." He said, it kinda hurt you that he hadn't invited you to be in the picture but it's fine, doesn't matter they were his fans anyways not yours. You took the picture and smiled at the girls handing them their phones back. They gave joji hugs and he just stood there but he didn't want to be rude so he hugged back. "Hey let's get out of here yeah?" Joji ask reaching for the bill the lady had left. "Yeah sure." you said taking out your credit card but before you could slip it into the bill as well joji stopped your hand "hey, you don't get to pay for dates, well not this one... thanks but I got it." You smiled and nodded. "Hey joji I wanna take you somewhere after this.." you said standing up and pulling him up as well. "Alright where too?" He asked, "cmon don't ask questions let's go!" You said grabbing his hand and leading him to a shop not to far maybe 7 minute walk. When you guys arrived he said. "Really y/n.. we just ate." "Hahah shush their is always gonna be room for boba come on!" You said pulling him inside and he laughed. You guys stood in line and you looked all around at the aesthetic boba shop. There was a bunch of hanging plants and they have a monochromatic white theme. You guys were next to order and you ordered a small taro boba and joji ordered a small strawberry boba. You guys got your receipt and waited for the drinks to be ready. Joji was on his phone he looked so cute. You couldn't stop looking at him, "Order #274" you heard, joji didn't notice so you went to get the drinks alone. You walked back to him still on his phone texting someone. It was like he hadn't noticed you walked away. "Uhhm, joji." You said, he slightly lifted his head as asking what as a response, eyes still glued to his phone. Was that more important to him than your guys date.? You felt your eyes starting to get wet. You didn't say anything to afraid of what he'd respond. You sat back down next to him and looked at your feet. Your shoes hitting each other as you felt tears roll down your cheeks. You couldn't be here any longer, it was stupid he was just on his phone but you felt as if he had completely abandoned you. "H-hey-y um joji im gonna go Marcus just text he's home early and wanted to talk," you said "alright well we can walk together we live in the same building anyways." "No no it's fine I can go by myself you don't need to walk me..." you reassured he finally looked away from his phone screen. "Hey are you crying.?" "Why are you crying y/n?" He asked completely clueless of what effect his actions had on me. "Yeah joji I'm fine I'm just gonna you know go.." you said getting up. He surprisingly didn't follow me. He just watched me leave. I really started to question if I had done something wrong, was I boring to him? As you walked back to the apartment the noise of the cars had started fading out. The sun started setting ad you decided to take a detour to the park. You sat on the bench and took out your phone and earbuds. You opened your app and the first song to play was freaking out the neighborhood by Mac DeMarco. You loved this song. You started humming to yourself. And tapping your foot on the floor. you watched as couples walked by and family did too. You had never wanted kids, but enjoyed the idea of them, just not your own. You got a text from joji,
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Joji:
Ended our date
early to go to the park?
I thought Marcus wanted
to talk with u? :(
y/n :
Sorry joji I
Just felt you were
ignoring me. 😔
Joji:
I'm sorry it was work,
can I sit with you?
y/n:
sure didn't
look like work, yes
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you felt someone sit next to you and you looked over at joji. He looked like he was upset you left him. "Y/n, why did you leave me, was it a shitty date? I'm sorry if it was, or I was boring you." "No no no joji it was a great date, I just felt a little neglected." He looked at you and moved a piece of hair from your face behind your ears. "I'm so stupid, im so sorry y/n, I don't wanna lose you..." "you won't joji," you said laying into his chest. He took one of the earbuds out your hand and put it into his ear and the other one into yours. "Let's see what your listening to yeah?" He said wrapping his arm around you. You looked up at him as he smiled and tapped him foot enjoying the song as well. This was nice. Having someone to listen to music with on a park bench was nice, having someone wrap there arm around you is nice. Joji completed your life. He was just a ball of joy and happiness all the time. Constantly making you laugh. You can't help but think you might just love him.