Silence>JJK (paused)

4

I headed towards the hospital and saw the boy being ready to take a release. Bandages gladly wrapping on his shoulders. He looked in great interest when the nurses were opening all the skin engraved needles that were meant to provide him some liquids after an operation.

The scene made me sad. Kids these days don't experience such scary situations. Having to witness someone shoot him must have been a terrible experience.

I wonder how he is feeling right now.

As I kept thinking these, I noticed his eyes on me. I froze.

His eyes were sparkling. As if we wanted to tell me something. Some words he had been eager to tell. Some thoughts that were pitifully begging him to release. His exoression was not clear to me. It was as if, he was relieved to see me.

As if, he was waiting for me.

But suddenly, a person taps my shoulder. I turn to see who it was and to my surprise, it was no other than Kim Seokjin. The man standing tall, proudly radiating a strong aura. His hair as dark as the starless sky, kept long and neat. His eyes clear as the crystal glass, his lips colored naturally pink and heavy.

But his eyes were confessing me their attention. Telling me stories hat the man himself kept locked in his heart. His eyes, his gaze made me feel like I was the only person in the room, standing precious.

"So you are here? Do you know how-" He said. Going until I stopped him with my hand raising high in the midair.

"Pause" I said to him forcing a vacant face, sarcastically. After that I hugged him. Tightly. Which ofcourse, resulted his shoulder stiffened. I swear I could hear Jin's heartbeat unstoppable if I hugged him longer.

Hugging Jin is different. All my life, I have dated guys. Hugged, Kissed. But never have I felt the familliar warmth. It was like, I walked the whole night wandering. No lights or anything to be seen. My body aching from the cruel coldness that seemed to last forever.

But, the coldness soon changed to warmth. Not the typical warmth. A warm feeling that would make a tear slip from your eye. That kind of warmth.

Familliar state.

Jin. As in, Kim Seokjin, is the most successful solo singer in South Korea. Assigned from Bighit. Claimed by his fan's, The worldwide handsome. Such a cliché but still, he had a special place in my heart.

"Speak." I mockingly, ordered him. He scoffed, gesturing that he felt offended. Why? Because he is 24 year old man and I was 20 year old kid.

But don't be confused, I signed up earlier than him so actually I was a senior in the position of our company. But he still thinks he should get proper respect from me since he is older.

"Do you know how much I was worried about you? I called you 23 times yet you didn't even bothered picking it up. What do you do instead? Yeah! You post a silly tweet in your account saying you are gonna call everyone later,"

As he kept rambling how pissed he was at me for behaving so 'ignorant' with him I looked at the room behind me, embarrased as he was making a scene.

But the smile of the nurses and laughs from the helpers didn't go unnoticed by me. I, awkwardly, smiled at them back and slowly apologised to them. Embarrased.

I even heard some whisper how humble we acted despite of being superstars. Me, as in a successful songwriter and Jin, as a succesful singer.

"Are you done?" I nicely asked Jin, sighing before. He was still fuming with anger. As I stayed still and waited for him to calm down, I glanced towards the boy who was looking at us practically looking like a deer who was caught in the headlights.

Jin looked at him too. He sneered and said, "So you are the boy who got us all worried huh? Are you scared? Did she scare you?" He asked worriedly.

He blinked at him. Probably feeling self concious. He didn't say a word. Instead he looked towards him deeply.

And Jin's eye twitch didn't go unnoticed by me. I bursted out laughing. Almost falling to the floor.

Both guys and nurses, present in the room looked at me with their piqued interest, eyes resting at my laughing form.

Smiling was something I rarely did. Laughing was something I wouldn't do. Bursting out laughing and falling to the floor? That is something nobody has ever seen me do.

Jin chuckled at my unexpected behaviour. So did the nurses. 

Soon Jungkook's dressing was done and before I could say anything else, A guard came to us.

"The police wants to investigate you."