You Should Love Me | P.JM

13

I entered my class. There were few students only.

While I was walking to my seat, I saw Seulgi sitting alone.

I mean, Seulgi alone?

Where is her gang?

I walked up to her. I kinda have a happy mood today.

"Hey!"

"YN? Hi"

She said.

"Why you sitting alone? I mean where is your gang?"

"Gang?"

"I mean, friends."

"Oh... some friends.."

She said looking in front of her and scoffed after the last word.

I frowned. What does she mean?

"Why? What happened?"

"What will happen YN. The saddest thing is that nothing is happening."

Seems like many things happen while I was not in school.

Idk why I feel kinda bad for her. Maybe her friends left her for some other boss?

"Its okay. You can tell me."

"Its really nothing. Forget it YN"

She said faking a smile.

I see.

"Fine." I shrugged and walked back to my seat.

Jimin is not here. I'm nervous. My legs cant stop shaking.

What do people do when they're nervous?

I don't even know that. Gosh!!!

Maybe I'm not a human.

"YN... ah are you okay?"

I looked up to see a person standing in front of me.

"Yeah... Seulgi. Why?"

I laughed awkwardly.

"I mean... why are you chewing your nails. And your legs are also shaking. Are nervous for some reason?"

"No no... i- I'm not nervous."

I said.

She left.

Woosh...

What is happening.

I scratched my head in frustration and heard the class door opening.

I turned my head to the direction.

Jimin?

Jimin.

Why am I behaving like this?

Stay calm.

I took a long breathe and then out. I looked up at him.

Why is he walking towards me?

Oh wait. I forgot he is my partner.

Shit!.

"Hey Partner!"

He said and sat besides me.

"H hii"

Why you being so awkward? I cant even smile at him. Fuhh!!

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Finally it's the recess. I think now I'll confess him.

But he's not in the class.

Where is he gone?

I went out to find him.

Wandering here and there to find him I heard something in an empty class.

I frowned. Is it Jimin?

I tried to see them through the transparent glass of the door of the class.

Chaeyoung? Jimin?

What are they talking?

Why are they so close?

I tried to eavesdropping but I couldn't hear clearly.

Should I just go inside?

I didn't even took a moment to think and just opened the door.

"What was the need to take her there Jimin?"

I heard Chaeyoung say.

Whom is she talking about.

They noticed me finally.

"Oh.. Jimin Chaeyoung."

I pretended that I didn't saw before entering.

"YN"

Chaeyoung stepped back making a distant between her and Jimin.

"Sorry. Um.. I'll go"

I said. I made it awkward.

I made it look like that I was doing butting between couples.

Nah... they aren't even dating.

Right?

I came out of the class and walked towards the washroom and waited outside.

I'll talk to Jimin once Chaeyoung leaves.

Oh... there.

I hid behind a pillar waiting for Chaeyoung to go.

She looks frustrated

What is it?

And Jimin... he is trying to make her happy I guess?

Chaeyoung just ran and Jimin stood there disappointed.

Jimin was about to return when fastened my pace and walked to him.

"Hey.. Jimin"

I said. He turned.

"Yes YN?"

"I wanted to talk to you."

"Yes?"

I looked at my left and right direction to make sure no one was there.

I gulped before saying.

"Its something really weird. I mean you'll think weird of me after I tell you this but I'm just saying it. J- Jimin I... i like you."

I said it finally!!!

He is really dumbfounded.

"What?"  He said confused.

"Look Jimin you dont have to answer right now. Please think okay?"

I said and was about to run back to class to hide my blushing red face from him when he just held my hand.

"I already have the answer YN"

He said. I stook froze. Slowly I turned back to face him.

He let go of my hand.

"YN i.. i dont like you."

I cant feel my chest anymore.

"Look YN, i respect you, respect your feelings but in this case. Um.. no. I'm really sorry.
I see only as a friend and I never thought of you more than that. And... I already have girlfriend. Chaeyoung is my girlfriend.
I wish I could tell this to you already but I couldn't. If I'd tell you such feeling wouldn't have take place in your heart. I'm sorry."

He said and left. He didn't even turned back to see me.

He just left as if, as if he has thrown some garbage in a dustbin.

How can you do.. this to me?

"What have I done wrong?... why cant you like me. Why her? How can you do this to me?? How?!!
You're so harsh. How can you make someone so miserable... how? Why?"

Tears started rolling down my checks.

I wiped them.

"No Jimin. You should love me. You should love me Park Jimin. You should love me! If you're not mine, then no one's."