You Should Love Me | P.JM

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"Jimin. Listen to me."

I said walking in a fast pace behind him.

"YN just go away."

I grabbed his hand and turned him to face me.

"Why aren't you listening to me?!"

I yelled.

"Cause I dont want to. Isnt that enough? Because of you my Chae isnt talking to me and still here you are. Like shameless people!"

"Ji...min..
I love you Jimin. I'll love you more than her. I'll give you whatever you want. Please Jimin. Why dont you understand I love you..?"

I touched his cheeks as he yanked my hand away.

"Exactly. This is the only difference in you and her. She doesn't advertises her love for me. And about you'll love me more then her. Kim YN, you can't. Now would you leave already? Or should I?"

He said yanking his hand from my grip.

Once again, he left me. You left me. Jimin left me.

"Why do you always do it? Why?!"

I shouted as tears streamed down my cheeks, not caring about where I was.

___

YN didn't went out of her house. As if trapped in a cage.

She wanted to go out. Wanted to leave. Wanted to see him. Wanted to talk to him. Wanted to touch him. Hug him, kiss him.

Why can't we be true? Why can't you love me? Is my love isn't enough for you?

All day, all night, she would cry. Won't eat anything. Won't talk to anybody.

"Jimin... tsk. Why?! I want you... I want you...!!"

I can't sit like this. I want him. I want him. I can't do this. I want him.

Obsession
Affection
Attraction
Addiction

Everything was attacking at the same time.

She wants him like crazy.

He's her strange addiction which she can't resist.

I wish all my imagination could be real. I wish he would also love me like I do. Why can't you?

___

"Chaeyoung"

YN said with no emotion. Weak. Pale skin. As if a soul in a dead body.

"What the hell! How did you get in my house?!"

"Chae...?"

She coughed a laugh not answering Chaeyoung's question taking a step towards her.

"YN get out. Go away!"

"Jimin's chae..?"

Another step towards her. With a smirk.

"Y-YN. Stop. Listen to me."

Chaeyoung said taking a step backward.

"Jimin's love."

Again taking a step forward.

"N-no YN. Please. Listen to me."

"Hey... how do you do it? Huh... he says you love him more then me. Is it so?"

YN said coming closer. While Chaeyoung stepped back trying to stop her.

Another step and there was the wall behind Chaeyoung.

"Tell me. C'mon."

"YN. Listen. It's nothing like that. Please understand."

"Understand? Understand?! What do I understand? That he loves you? That you love him? That I cant be his? Huh... I.. cant be his?"

She shouted as her voice broke with the last sentence and tears streamed down.

"Tell meeee.. please Chaeyoung. I want to be his. Tell me."

She was being stubborn like a kid.

"YN. Please stop! Listen to me."

"Okay fine. I'll listen to you. Tell me. What you wanna tell me?"

"I know you do love him. But he doesn't. You cant force him to love you. Right?"

She said in a way so that YN could understand.

"Mhm.. right. You're right. He cant love me. He will only love you. I got it."

YN said looking down a nodding. He lips quivering.

"Yeah..." Chaeyoung said kinda relieved.

"Hey hey...."

She walked closer to Chaeyoung with an excited expression and a said yet excited smile plastered on her face.

"He can't love me. He only loves you. So... how about... I kill you?"

YN said playing with Chaeyoung's hair.

"N-no YN. Listen to me."

"No. No. No. Enough of listening. Its decided. I'll kill you. Then Jimin will love me. Right?"

YN said shaking her head while moving her index finger from left to right in denial.

She turned back and looked around. Finding something so that she could hit Chaeyoung.

"Ah...here it is."

She said pointing at a vase on the table as she went and held the vase in her hand grinning evily.

"YN. No no please don't. YN... please."

"Shh... shh... dont worry. It won't hurt much. I promise."

With that yn's reaction changed to serious and revengeful.

"No no!!"

YN hit Chaeyoung's head as she fall on the ground.

"Its okay Chae."

She said grinning.