You Should Love Me | P.JM

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Time is flowing like wind.
It's just me who's paused.
I thought you'd love me.
I was wrong. It's fine.
I thought you'd be my friend.
I was wrong. It's fine.

You're making me crazy.
Every minute. Every second.
I can't stop thinking about you.
Why did you did this to me?

People say- meeting, leaving, meeting, leaving. This is life.
We meet to get separated.
This is life.

I ask- if this is life, what is death?
But no one knows the answer to this.Dying is better then living like this.

My heart is filled with your longings.Nothing can change. Never.

My life can't change into death.
You're feelings towards me can't change into love.
My condition which you've given me can't change like it was before.
My love can't change into hate for you.

I wish I could cast some spell and everything could change.
Hocus-Pocus
Abracadabra

Nothing is working. I was so stupid to think that life is a fantasy when I'm with you.
And that, that I will change this fantasy into reality.

But you know, life is far away from fair.

~*~

It's been a month since that incident.

I didn't met him. Cause it would hurt me even more. But I just can't stay without looking at him.

I don't want to see him with her.

Why can't you be mine?
What have I done?
Was it my mistake to like you?

"Yn, are you not going to school today also?"

Taehyung asked me as I was just staring nowhere.

I barely go to school because of him.

I cleared my throat before speaking.

"Um.. I will go."

I said.

___

Let's give it a last try YN.

I should ask him why he didn't came that day.

Did he really ignored me?

And in the school that day-

FLASHBACK

I came to school, just wanted to talk to him.

He was not in the class so I thought he might be with her.

I just want to talk it out.

I don't wanna end up being a yandere. No.

I made my way to Chaeyoung's class.