You Should Love Me | P.JM

12

I'm home. Uh...
I didn't confessed him. But I feel like I did right.

I think if i confess him, maybe thing would've been weird between us

But of course I know I'll confess him. One day.

I walked up to my room and sat on the sofa.

I saw Taehyung there, sitting and gaming in my computer.

"You're again here. Don't you have your own computer."

I said. He didn't replied still busy in his game.

"You're gonna ruin my gaming content."

I murmured sitting on my bed.

"So... did you slept with him?"

He asked this question all of sudden.

"Wtf Taehyung! Why are you asking his question out of the blue?!"

I said shocked by his question.

"Am I wrong?"

He said this time leaning back on the chair while stretching his arms and looking at me.

"You've gone crazy." I scoffed.

He just smirked and got back to the game.

I shooked my head and layed on my bed.

___

I opened my eyes. The ceiling was the first thing that I saw.

I sat up and sighed. I was supposed to smile, go say good evening to my parents but no. I'm sighing.

Do you know why?

That mf Tae. How can he ask such a question from me? And because of that I saw a.... a really.... huh... a dream.

Yeah. Right. Me and Jimin.

No! No! No!

Not what he said.

We just kissed in the dream. It was so realistic.

I mean. That also doesn't mean that I should just sigh. I'm shying a little bit.

But still, I dont wanna see dreams and if it is a dream I want it to come true.

I'm such... Coward.

I couldn't confess him.

What I feel for him, is more than what a classmate feels for a classmate, what a friend feels for a friend.

I have a crush on him.

You know, liking and crushing on someone, both are really different.

When you have a crush on someone, you're attracted by that person's physical features, appearance.

But,

When you like someone, you're attracted by there personality.

Liking someone means developing a friendship relationship, while crushing on someone means developing romantic feelings.

Sigh...

What do I do?

Should I confess him?

Or

Should I wait?

Yes?

No?

"What do I do??!!"

I shouted scratching my head and messing my hair up.

I cursed under my breathe and closed my eyes tightly as I realized that... Kim Taehyung who unfortunately happened to be my brother was sitting there from the whole time.

He saw every action I did. He saw me sighing, he saw me blushing, he saw shouting. Everything!!!

He's soo...

I sat there blankly looking like a zombie. That was so awkward and top o that, his evil smirk.

It was boiling my blood but I couldn't do anything or else later he would blackmail me that he will tell this to someone. That's the tradition. Isn't it?

Just to get rid o him I ran to the bathroom.

Why tf is he even in my room? He has his own room than why?

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Next Day

I went to school with a mindset that I'm  gonna confess to Jimin no matter what.

I just hope that he has come to school.

God.. fingers crossed.

Here I am. Standing at the Big Gate of my school.

This feels like I'm going on a war.

The first time I had this feeling was 2 years ago. When I was going to get my 10th class result.

C'mon. C'mon. You can do it.

I cant even manage to step in how tf will I confess him.

No. Confidence YN. C'mon you can do it.

"YN FIGHTING!!!"

I shouted gaining the attention of everyone passing by.

I finally entered. I made it. But still not done.