Diabetic Dentist

LIFE AS A DIABETIC

After convincing her father , to continue her studies , Pallavi somehow managed to join back school in late september . She already had too much loss professionally amd personally , so there was no space left for other drama in life .

Life turned in her favour as she made the lovely memories at school with her 3 besties around . Having unlimited chit chat at school and the after school walk with Pragya became the best part of her life until Pragya got into a relationship with another classmate and so her undivided attention got divided finally !
But nothing could make Pallavi Upset now , by the law of relativity , everything seemed better to her in comparision to Taking 3-4 insulin injections per day . That pain could never be compared to any pain caused by the materialistic things around .

Friends changed her mood by arranging get togther at Ragini's place or planning bunks to Hauz khas Fort , but nothing could help her thoughts of uneventful future , that she worried about .

Her Doctor soon turned into a Friend , and thus Pallavi Understood Her disease from a deeper point . She began to take care and soon got used to the pricks , needles , blood , tests , and a lot of care .

Life got busy at school , but at home , the atmosphere never changed . The Unlimited Care of her family members was nothing less than sympathy to her . Everytime she thought of growing up and stand on her own feet , someone came to help her in the way . From completing her simplest of wishes , to providing her with all the luxury , her family never failed to complete their roles .
But that's not what she wanted may be !
A simple hug without a word , means more than anything sometimes .

Pallavi realised soon that the society that she belongs to will never mature enough to stop making her feel small , so she decided to replace the tag of DiSeased with a better tag , that the society could see with pride .

But one thing she never understood was -
' Why the people fighting Cancer and Parkinson's are considered strong , while those fighting diabetes , Lazy ! '
I mean all these are quite life threatening and the fear of death revolves around mind every second , so how is the struggle of a cancer patient stronger then the one with diabetes '

List of complications with diabetes , exceeds far more than any other disease in the world , yet there is no agency that make dolls handling an insulin pump . Their are no NGO's that spread awareness of Diabetes or that offers free insulin to poor kids !

I am moving forward , I am being strong ,
But why is weakness damn so wrong .
Days appear to be too much to bear ,
Family doubts and friends dissappear .

The burden of pain is an incredible load ,
I know i need help to travel this road .

I cry alot and then reach for someone to hold ,
but I have to be strong is all I am being told .