Diabetic Dentist

JOURNEY AT DENTAL SCHOOL BEGAN

Hoping someday a miracle would spring upon my life ,
And I will win the race against time .
With my eyes , I will realise
the real lies of real life .

I will no longer run from all the familiar places
I will no longer hate to see all those frequent faces .
I will be stronger ,I will be bigger
I will be my the need of friends
I Will be my family's strength .
Family won't dount and Friends wont Dissappear
Love will finally overcome my fear .

I will move forward and I will be strong ,
I will carefully choose between right and wrong .
I will move forward and I will be strong
And Weakness wont be damn so wrong .

With these thoughts in mind , came the turning point in Pallavi's life .  She Joined the Dental School .
Becoming a dentist was still far , but people around her already started replacing the tag of Diabetic with ' Doctor saab '

The place became the best place for her , but with the beginning of something new , she had to let go someone , Someone she met in the journey from school to college . but It was time to say goodbye , since He couldnt choose Pallavi for the rest of his life , And Pallavi beleived in the concept of ' LIFE PARTNER ' rather than just a partner .
She beleived in love , A kind of feeling that never fades and just last till the last breathe , may be the kind of love  she saw in movies like Qismat !

With the only focus of becoming a Dentist , she continued the journey , From the smell of formalin in the disection hall , to the stickiness of wax in the preclinical labs made her realise that the journey wasn't going to be easy . But the theory of relativity again !
Every problem seemed to be small in front of her fluctuating sugar levels And the Brain MRI that her doctor prescribed to be done as soon as posssible .

Not to worry much , since the MRI showed nothing more than a shrunken pituitary . Better in the eyes of a doctor who was doubting about a pituitary tumour ! So results were fine in that context atleast .

Pallavi's Aim was not just to have a beautiful journey of 5 years at college , with unlimited friends and memories , but was much more than that . She had a tag to Replace !
Her First internals passed and she realised that dentistry is the field for her . More and more time passed and she focussed just on her books and nothing else .
Life surprised her when the first year results came , and she saw her name among the Top 5 Rankers .

Another TAG , she received ' TOPPER ' , not from teachers and not from classmates , but she gained this tag from atleast her'  FRIENDS ' . Pallavi being Roll no. 43 , always had one person around , Roll no. 42 Bhawna  it was !  They eventually became friends and this realisation happened the day when Pallavi was asked to leave her answer sheet for half an hour during the university examination , And Bhawna instead of focussing on her paper focussed , more on Pallavi's expression , waited for her to burst in tears so that she could offer her water ! Tough realisation hmm !

Another one was Their . Mehak Batra ... She isn't just a girl , She is disaster . In a class that used her for her talent of good work , Pallavi became her saviour , by rescuing her from mean people . And their bond , may have been on and off track in the journey , but she was the only one who made Pallavi realise that she could , whenever she doubted herself .

Being a Tomboy , Pallavi became friends with girls , but could find life only in a male best friend , which came out to be Harsh Nain , a person as confused as Pallavi , whose sorrow was  a bit above Pallavi's list and who was innocent enough to take good care of her . Which Pallavi realised in the 1st month of college when she was experiencing Premenstrual pain , so Harsh bunked the class along with her , He couldn't understand the reason of pain , but suggested her a long list of painkillers as she sat next to him in the canteen with her head down on the table .
That bunk was enough for her to realise that He was going to stay .. no matter what !

And with these bunch of people and The happiness of being among the toppers .... Pallavi erased the thought of a bad future from her life ... and filled her heart and mind with the dreams of her perfect life ahead .
Dentistry proved to be the miracle that changed her life forever !