Why does it have to end this way?
Why do I have to be so afraid?
I was just a little girl not two years ago
I'm all grown up and afraid to let it show.
Pigtails, toothless grin
Six years old and not yet thin
Chubby cheeks, bright eyes
I hadn't ever had to lie
Ponytail, metal brace
Gotta make my teeth straight
Pale face, hollow cheeks
Learning all that they can teach
Cut short, ragged clothes
No tiny little treasure troves
Skin and bones, tired eyes
My happiness is my disguise
Slit wrists, razor blades
Crying on the bathroom floor
Ten pills, twenty pills
Then how many more?
Forty days, forty nights
Fighting for a painless life
Stone cold, empty black
I know I'm never coming back.
DU LIEST GERADE
Errant Thoughts and Stuff I Write
De TodoEach chapter is something I write on a whim. Some are short stories, one shot fanfics, poems, theories, and anything I feel like writing. Enjoy!
