I'm Straight...

13.

This school actually isn't that bad. It might be because only girls are here so you always have someone to relate to, or it could be because Pete isn't here. But if I'm being honest it's because of Max. I'm so clingy and I try my hardest not to be. She uses my clinginess to her advantage. Like right now. "Max I only wanted a hug, why are you doing this" I whined. I came in her room to give her a hug and persuade her to give me her phone but she just stared kissing my neck

"I'll still give you a hug. I also know you want my phone. But just let me love on you first." She kissed my lips and I said "You do that everyday" she just looked at me. She sighed and handed me her phone "Here" she laid on her bed and turned away from me. "Come on Max" I squeezed into the small space between her and the wall. "What did I say" she turned on her back "I'm a really affectionate person. I love to kiss on you and hold you all day but you don't like that."

"I do like it. If I didn't like it we wouldn't be together. I just said that because lights out is in three minutes" she looked at her clock "You're right. See you tomorrow" we kissed a few times and Amber said "Goodnight" I waved. I stood up and she said "My phone baby" I groaned and handed it back to her. I walked in the hall and saw Annie talking to a girl. "Why can't your sister know about me" I was so confused

"I told you, my sister gets with every person I like. I can't take that chance with you." I went up behind them and said "Hey" Annie quickly turned around "You're dating Jennifer. Hi Jennifer" she waved. "Bye babe" Annie pushed me in the room. She closed the door and said "Don't even think about it" I laid on my bed and said "I won't steal her, but can I tell her how much you sleep around...and about all the times you were being rude" she sighed and said "Alright, what do you want."

"An explanation as to why you despise me so much. I know it's much deeper than relationship troubles" she sat on her bed and said "Because you look just like dad and I hated him" I was confused. Dad was so nice. "Two months after my mom had me, he left because he was having an affair with another woman. She got pregnant and passed away while having you. He came back to my mom crying and begging for her to take him back. She was young and he was my father so she did. She also took you in" I assumed he cheated when I learned I was adopted

"And she adopted you. Dad loved your mother so much that he neglected me. You had that pretty doll face with those beautiful blue eyes and you lit up the room. He had the same effect on everyone. I was just there and no one paid attention to me. I hated him and when he died things only got worse because then mom started to do everything with you. Then I had no one so I hated you too. And even now you still take everything from me." I didn't know what to say "So yeah, I'm a bitch but everything isn't handed to me"

"Do not say everything was handed to me. I can't help that I look like him and you know that. All my life people have used me. I can barely look anyone in the eye. And...the people I'm closest to hurt me the most. You might've hated me but I loved you." She rolled her eyes. "I've always loved you. I remember those nights when I was five. Mom would let me sneak into your room to give you a hug while you slept. In middle school I read over your homework every single night so you wouldn't fail again. I wanted a sister" I wiped my tears

"All your insults and your smart remarks got to me, every time you called me a prude for not taking off my clothes or a hoe for listening to you and having sex with Frankie before I was ready. I can't even undress myself in the mirror and that makes you happy. My insecurities make you happy." I turned around because I was getting hysterical. "I'm sorry ok. I wish I didn't look like dad or act like him" I felt arms wrap around me "Come on" I turned around.

She hugged me and I hugged her back "I'll work on my temper alright" she said softly. I nodded and she said "I'm sorry, I'm truly sorry" she wiped my tear as it fell. "I'm also sorry for sleeping with Frankie. I just didn't like you two together because he's a cheater" I just stared at her and she said "That and because I heard he was good in bed" I nodded and went to my bed "Goodnight" she laid down "Goodnight loser" I just stared at her "What, I didn't call you a hoe" I continued to stare at her "Fine...goodnight Amy" I turned over and went to sleep

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