My sad life

The start of something maybe

So I'm going to start with a story about a boy 🤮 let's just call him jerry because he does not need to be exposed
True story
I was happy because my and my friend were going on a weekend trip to rock lake. She told me her 4 cousins were going to be there
Jerry (13) our age
Amy (15)
Jasmine (5)
Helena (8)

4 day trip

We got there and went for a swim. During this time I had been liking girls but didn't think I was going to be accepted so I brushed it off. Her cousin was not even hot. He looked like a 5 year old and kept on getting boners. Anyways his sister was hot but a bitch. And we swam for a bit then ate dinner, went to bed and woke up at 7:00 ish. She was obsessed with tic tic so she did some of those then we ate breakfast. Went for a walk then went in the pool. I told her I might like her COUSIN like how stupid am I. Then we told him. Then he told his sister. She told their grandpa. And it just keeps going until everyone knows. Shit. His sister gets hurt. I fix her with a pineapple. Let's skip to the night. We are all sitting around in a circle and we played never have I ever. That went dirty very fast. The bugs got really bad and we went inside. We all sat around and it's about midnight and he comes to sit next to me. Then he takes his hat of throws it on one of the other beds. They all leave because it got late. Me and my friend are still up. I'm just in a bra because that's just me and he walks in without knocking. He said he forgot his hat. The next day was normal. I got his number and full name birthday from his sisters. Me and my friend said our goodbys and left. Me and him texted for a month and then he just stopped responding because I told him I was gay. Bitch. Yup there is my one shitty love story.