Don't go, please

Back to normal

It's been about a month since the brash incident with Zac

All of has have kind of have moved on but I havnt

I want my children to be growing up in a amazing perfect environment with a mom and dad

I honestly wish I never had kids. Thow I do love my kids it's just I wish I could have another chance

"Ring ring" my phone was going off

"Hello" i said into the phone

"Hi" a stange voice said back

"Who is this" i said

"Your worst nightmare, have you checked the children" the voice said

I dropped my phone and ran upstairs to se Zac holding them and he saw me walk in

"Don't take another step or they die" he says with his hands on there heads

"Please Zac you don't have to do this" i said reaching out and trying to hold them

"Of course I do I mean look at these girls they need a father not a mother acctually they need a mother and that mother is Carly I love Carly and I know you would find out about the beach stuff...

I wanted you to anywaise your a bitch and never even called me"

He kept going on and on and the. I rememberd I got a restraining order for him and i called the police into the my back pocket

Within minutes the police were here and handed me the girls and brought Zac off to jail

"Are you girls ok" i said and they were staring at me like

"What the hell are you saying you just put dad in hand cuffs"

I hugged them and put them in there play area and cryed hard

"Why like seriously what did u do to deserve this like seriously!" I screamed and cryed

I hurd choking in the other room

It was Chelsy

"No sh sh AHS hs breath baby" I say

Her face turned purple

I called the police and then in seconds they were here and we all arrived at the hospital

~Hour later~

I was holding Ava and cuddling her and she had been crying the entire time

"Hello Ms. Todd it looks like your daughter Chelsy has a 5% chance of making it, she has somehow eating the liquid that you put into a bubble bath and that has now slowly destroyed her insides. I would highly recommend you say your goodbyes" a doctor said

With Ava in my arms i kneeled into the floor and started crying

"Sweety what's wrong i came as quick as I could" my mom said coming in the room and picking Ava up and hugging her

"I it's Chelsy she's she's dieing mommy" i said crying and hugged her

"Im so sorry baby Im so sorry" my mother said

"Mama" Ava said

"D did Ava just say Mama" I looked up

"I think so" my mother said whipping away her tears

She handed me Ava and I hugged her and told her she was a good girl

(I said my goodbyes to Chelsy and she died in my arms at 1:25 am in a hospital room)

~at home~

I walked in with Ava in my arms with a pale plain face and put Ava in her room

I went into my bedroom and feel asleep crying my eyes out

~next 3 months~

Ava is now nine months and are already thinking about where the parties going to be I've been so distraught every since Chelsy has died I miss her so much

"Hello my little Ava" i said as I picked her up out of her crib

"Whoa someone needs to take a bath huh" i said and carried her into the bathroom

I turned on the tub and crabbed some high waisted skinny jeans, hollister tank, little shorts for Ava, and a tank top for Ava

I brought in some towels as well

"Okay cutie lets get in" i said

I undressed both of us and we got in the tub

I washed her hair and did the notams baithing routine

"There we go now all clean" i said

I drained the tub and dryed us both of and got us dressed

"There's not much to do today is there" I say to her

She gives me a blank look

I laugh and carry her downstairs

"Hey mom" I say

"Hey sweety hurd you guys take a bath sounds nice haha, want some lunch" my mom said

"Yea sure" I say