Don't go, please

He's back

The new house has offically been decorated all over and has a modern theme

Alex's room is like 3x the size of his old room and same with Ava's room and there completly redecorated

Im bringing the kids over to see Zac today, he has been on treatment for like "crazy people" stuff and is now much better and he called me the other day and asked if he could see Alex and of course I said yes

I have thought long and hard about bailing Zac out of jail and getting pregnant again

I am bailing him out of jail but his he does something again in the first 15 years as in to abuse us again he is going back to jail and not being able to be bailed out

"Ava lets go" I yelled hot i her

"I know I know" she yelled

I put Alex in a 2 piece outfit that is a creamish color on both the shirt and pants

The pants were tight at the end and the top had little dinosaurs and since its winter i put on his little black north face and a little white knit hat

For me I was wearing my super skinny jeans with a diy t shirt, a victoria secret sweater and me grey vans and my hair was straightned

For Ava she was wearing her little skinny jeans and a little t shirt that was of a big white snowflake and wore her pink north face with a pair of boots and her hair is naturally straight so we just brushed it out

Im now 16 and a half years old Alex is 1 and Ava is 3 almost 4

"Ava now we're going to be late" I yelled up

"Im coming in coming" she said running down the stairs

I put her jacket on, held her hand, picked Alex up from the rug and held him, grabbed my car keys and pocket book and went out to the car

I put Alex in his car seat and buckled him in and Ava just has a little seat so she got in her car seat and buckled herself up

I closed there doors, went into the front, put my pocket book on the passenger seat and started the car

"Are you sure you want daddy to come home babies" i said hesitating

"Yes mommy I also want another baby brother or sister" they both said

"Okay" i said and started driving

As I was driving there I was thinking about having another baby and getting re married with Zac and was excited but scared at the same time

"We're here" i said stopping the car

"Yay" they screamed

"Hey you guys stay with mommy okay we're going into a jail and there's bad people in jail okay" I say scolding them

"So daddies a bad person" Ava said

"No, no it's just he did a bad thing so he went to a bad place" I say

"OHHH" Ava said

"Well I want to see daddy now can we go" Ava said unbuckling

"Mommy im scared iv never met this daddy person"Alex said

"I know but you will love him I promise" I reply

I got my bag and put my keys in my bag and went out of the car and opend the doors to where Alex and Ava were

"Well hello" I say unbuckling Alex

He giggles

"Im free" Ava yells and jumps out of the car