Don't go, please

Lunch with family turns around

Ava is now 1 and a half and she's so big she can talk and walk she's growing up so fast

it is very lonely at my house alone, so sometimes my mom will come over and help me with Ava and help with cooking

Zac is still in jail and every time i look at Ava I see Zac

Why! Why!!!

"I want my girl back please" I screamed

Ava ran up to me

"Mama I miss Chelsy too" Ava said and rested her head on my shoulder

"I know baby I know" i said to Ava

"Let's pray" I say to Ava

"Dear god, we hope you are taking care of Chelsy so well, she is such a sweet girl. I beg of you to bring her back to me I beg just for one last time I need to see her, AMEN" we both said

We both closed our eyes and hugged each other

"I love you baby girl, I um have somethig to tell you" I said

"What is that mama and i wuvs you to" Ava said

"Listen your going to be having a little brother soon" I said smiling

"But i want Chelsy back" Ava said looking down

"Trust me I do to I miss her" I said

"It's just so lonely and i need another child and I know you needed a sibling" i said

"I need Chelsy that's who I need" Ava said and got up and ran off to he room

"Oh my gosh what am I going to do with this baby huh" i said looking at my stomach

My mom already knew and was happy since I had amazing grades on my online school and had been taking very good care of Ava

When I went to see Zac in jail we had sex and i knew I was going to get pregnant but I didn't want to have a baby that wasn't truly Ava's sibling

Today my mother and siblings were coming over

My little brother Brandon is now 4 and my little sister is now 2 years old

I havnt seen them ever since I gave birth to Ava

I went into Ava's room and she was hiding

"Ava where could my Ava be" i said loudly

"Hehe" she giggled

"Hello I herd that little giggle" i said and she giggled again

"There you are" I yelled and through Ava up in te air and catches her

"Guess what little girly we have to get ready your aunt, uncle, and grnadma are coming over" I say

"Iv never met Aunt Katlyn or Uncle Brandon" Ava said

"Yea I kow there around your age isn't that crazy" I say

"Yes do they like to play with me " of course they will. After we get ready how about you bring some of your toys and your play blanket out into the living room.?" I say

"Yay" Ava replied

I dressed Katlyn in her fuzzy grey sweat pants with a cozy t shirt that says "mommies girl"

I dressed up into my Dark navy sweat pants with my oversized t shirt and made some food for when they came over

"Sweety bring your toys out ok" I yelled into her room

She can running out with toys falling out of her arms

"Ding dong"

"It's open" I yelled

My mom came in holding Katlyn in her arms with Brandon holding her hand and a ton of plates with food on them in her other hand

"Oh my goodness look how big you are oh my gosh" i said and took katlyn out of my moms arms and took Brandon's hand and leaded him onto the rug

"Sissy" Brandon and Katlyn yelled

"Hi babbies"I yelled and hugged them really tight

"Hey Ava come here sweet heart" I yelled

"Sorry mama, is this my aunt and uncle" Ava said

"Yea it is" i said back

"Brandon, Katlyn this is my daughter Ava, Ava these are my siblings Brandon and Katlyn" i said

"Hello" they all said

"How about you go hang out while me and mom or grandma are going to make lunch" i said

"Ok " they all said

I let Katlyn down and they ran off and played

I went over into the kitchen and started helping with the food with my mom

"Hey mom how are you" i said

" acctually im great the kids missed you so much " My mother said

"Aww I missed them to" i said

"Yea. So about you being pregant boy or girl.?" I said

"Boy, I have already gotten all the clothes and all the furniture" i said smiling

"Aww I remember when I was pregnant with Brandon I had so much fun shopping" my mom said

"You know I don't agree with my 14 year old having children right" my mom said

"Listen mom i understand it's just..." I said

"Listen I know I know Ava was lonely and all that but I don't even agree with you having Ava" my mom said

"Yea I know" i said and rolled my eyes

"So how far along are you sweety" My mom said

"9 months" i said back

"Wow" she said back

"I still can't believe Katlyn is already 2 and a half that's crazy I miss being able to hold Brandon like a baby to but now he's fucking 4" I said laughing

"First of all watch your language and second I know you and them they have grown up fast i mean you now 14 years old and your already having another baby" my mom said feeling my pregnant overbloating stomach

"Sorry, but yea I was due last week doctor says to come later to get my water broken" i said frowning

"Oh my gosh lets go now we will have lunch when you guys get home" my mom said

"Um hold on let me get me and Ava packed and the baby" i said to my mom

My mom went and put on Katlyn, Brandon and Ava's jacket

I packed a light blue hat, a fuzzy blue elephant onsie, fuzzy green and blue blankets, diapers, tints of cute hats and jump suits for the baby

I packed clothes and other stuff for her

For me I packed cute cozy clothes and blankets

" im packed lets go" I say

I pick up Ava and grabbed the bags

My mom grabbed Brandon and Katlyn and we headed out to the car

We buckled in the kids and made sure that the new babies car seat was secured in

We arrived at the hospital