MY POSSESSIVE BESTFRIEND (LUNAY)

Chapter 33

AILINN

I'm still in complete disbelief about what happened yesterday. Jefnier has been calling me and texting me non stop but its got to the point where I muted his calls and messages. I am actually considering to blocking him at this point. 

"are you ready peaches"Myke asked me and I nodded and grabbed my back.He pulled me close to him and we walked out of the hotel. I pulled my hoodie up and I put on my glasses so nobody can see my puffy eyes and dead face or my messy hair. I have been crying non stop since yesterday and I honestly feel dried up. We walked out of the hotel and into the car that was taking us to the airport. "How are you holding up"myke asked me very concerned and the car started moving.

"I'm alright I guess" I told him and my voice cracked a little. I knew I was about to cry again but I held in because I didnt want anybody to see me crying. "Im just confused , sad and angry"I told him truthfully.

"Like why would he do that to me was I not enough"I said and I started feeling tear drops fall down my cheek and I quickly wiped them before myke sees them.

"No dont say that. You were more than enough he doesn't deserve you and I honestly don't know why he would do that either"he said and he pulled me In for a hug and I started crying hard. I couldn't hold it in any longer.

"it feels like he took my heart out of my chest and stomped on it"I said as I cried. I am in complete shock still at this point I was shaking. The car stopped and I took a deep breath in and wiped my tear. I got out of the car and we walked to the plane and got on. "Is anybody else coming with us" I asked myke and he shook his head no.

"everybody is staying here for a few weeks"he said and I nodded. I put a blanket around me and cuddled into it.

"I get that you are feeling betrayed and lost right now but just know that im here for you and that better things are coming this is just an unfortunate bump on the way and I know this is such a cheesy line"he said and I let out a light laugh and gave him a weak smile .

"Thank you" I told him and he pulled me in for hug.

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The plane finally landed in PR and I am nervous to see my mom because I know that the instance I see her im just going to start crying. 

"Are you sure you don't want me to come with you to Jef's house"Myke asked me for the tenth time as we left the airport. He was walking towards the car that was picking him up and I was walking to the parking lot to my car.

"Yeah I'll be fine you should go rest" I reassured him and he nodded. He pulled me in for a hug and we said our goodbyes. I walked up to my car and put my luggage in the car and turned it on. As I started driving to Jef's house I've realized how surprisingly calm even though I am dying in the inside. I started pulling up to Jefnier house and a wave of sadness hit me.

"Fuck"I said to myself and tears started rolling down my cheeks. I walked in to the house and closed the door behind me and slid down. I sat down on the cold floor and just started sobbing. How can he do that to me?Was I not enough? Did I do something wrong? After cried for a couple of minute I slowly got up from the floor and walked into the bedroom where all of my things where at. I packed all my clothes into the suit cases I brought. I put my other things into boxes and bags. I want to take everything right now in one trip because I do not want to step another foot into this house.

I carried my thing into the car one by one because it was quite a few things and it would be impossible to bring everything in the car at the same time. I walked back upstairs to get the my last suitcase and I grabbed a piece of paper and wrote something for jefnier.