MY POSSESSIVE BESTFRIEND (LUNAY)

Chapter 35

AILINN

I was nervous to say the least. Today was the day that I told Myke to tell Jefnier that he can come over. Even though I do not want to see him I want to know why he did it. I want to be able to have closure before I leave to Harvard which I am not going to mention whenever he comes over. I didnt sleep much last night because im really anxious. It is 6 in the morning and my mom is probably going to get here in a couple of hours. I know that jefnier probably wont show up until my mom leaves to work which is 5 in the afternoon.

I got up from my bed and went into the bathroom to shower. Maybe this will take some of this tiredness away a nice hot shower. Once I finished with my shower I changed into some leggings and a shirt. I dont think im going anywhere today so I might as well just stay in something comfy. I walked to the kitchen and began to make breakfast so my mom has something to eat for when she gets home because I know she is probably starving. As I was cooking breakfast I began to think to myself.

'will I forgive him' I dont know if I will honestly. I want to but it just sucks so much because I thought everything was going good. 

"penny for your thoughts" I heard someone say which caused me to jump in shock. I turned and saw my mom with a big smile on her face but I could tell she was tired. She noticed I was very happy which caused her to frown a little. "what's wrong honey"she asked me concerned.

"Nothing everything is fine but I am a bit anxious"I told her and she frowned.

"and why is that"she asked me curiously. I honestly don't know if I should tell her that Jefnier is coming over. But like she's my mom and im sure she'll understand plus she loves him.

"Uh Jefnier is coming over to talk"I told her and she shot me a small smile.  Since she knows about the break up she kinda figures that's what we are going to talk about.

"Oh okay honey what time is he coming"she asked me. 

"I don't know probably later in the evening we didnt agree on a time" I told her as I served her a plate of food and she thanked me.

"If anything happens or you want to talk about it call me or text me even though im going to be at work"she told me and I nodded. We ate our breakfast in a comfortable quietness and once she was done she went to her room to go to sleep. I cleaned up the kitchen and went into my living room and sat down. 

I decided to unblock jefnier to text him and ask him what time he was coming well if he is even coming. Right as I unblocked him like 100 messages came in from the night that I caught him.

Jefnier:Baby im sorry

Jefnier:pls come back

Jefnier:let me explain

Jefnier:Fuck pls come back don't ignore me

Jefnier:baby please

I didnt even want to finish reading the rest because I know that I will break my heart and cause me to cry again so I decided to delete them because I do not want a constant reminder about what happened ven though I probably wont ever forget it.

Me:Idk if you are coming over but myke told me you were so lmk when you are coming.

he texted back almost instantly

Jefnier: I am but I want to talk somewhere else because I know your mom is resting. Can I pick you up?

Me;Yeah

Jefnier:okay ill be there in 5 minutes 

I got up from the couch and I went into my room to go put on some shoes. I should of told jefnier that I could of drive to wherever he wanted to go because if anything goes wrong  I will probably want to get away from him. I walked back downstairs and I sat down on the couch and texted myke.