Mind Controlled

Chapter 7

CHAPTER 7

Beep.Beep.Beep.

My head pounded. The heart monitor was irritating. I heard some voices it sounded like it was going to become like a fight.

"Why did you do that?" I'm pretty sure it was Caleb oh his sweet voice.

"I don't know okay! I'm sorry it's just that...." I could tell it was Isiah and that he was struggling in the last part.

"It's just what? What could be so important for you to do that to her?! I already know from knowledge that she's hurt from me promising that I wouldn't catch anymore people and that I had caught her." Caleb let out guiltily.

"What?! YOU caught her?!" Isiah sounded surprised. Didn't he know? Since they have that thing that pops up every time someone gets caught?

"Yes but I had to and plus my dad let her off the hook because well he searched her profile and found that she really liked me and he cared about her so that made things better!" Caleb's dad went through a profile of mine? Oh my god this won't be good.

"What?!" Isiah almost choking on his words.

"It doesn't make anything better! Okay! You know why?! Because... I because.... I love her, for god sakes!" I heard footsteps and the door soon slammed.

I could hear Caleb sigh. Hearing his footsteps come closer my eyes still stuck close.

He stroked my black hair and spoke.

"Angela, I don't know if you can hear but I don't want to hurt you but I have to tell you something that might hurt you. I don't have feelings for you like you do for me. I love Vanesa and I just want to say how sorry I am. I couldn't have hurt you anymore than this. I am so... So sorry" he choked on the last bit and then left.

I could literally feel the pain inside me. It hurt so much, even though I knew he didn't have feelings for me but it still hurt a lot. The way he said it the way he stroked my hair as he said every single heart disordering word.

I opened my eyes and took off the medical things and stood up on the bed before walking towards the door. This was really it. This was how he wanted to tell me. I felt so broke I couldn't speak I couldn't tune in when someone tried to speak to me or anything including hearing because I blocked all the things out and was listening to my thoughts.

I got to the room and opened the door with the card Caleb had given me at some point.

No one was in the room. I was so hurt and depressed all these things coming towards me was just so hurtful. The agony I was suffering from. I went to the bathroom straight away without closing the main door but closed the bathroom door.

Finding this shaving thing and taking the blade out. I knew I was going to regret this so much but I just have the urge to do this badly.

I was wearing dark blue denim short shorts so it made it easier. I put the blade on my innocent soft skin. I pressured the blade into my skin cutting in deeper blood coming out onto the now hurt skin. I pulled it a few centimeters down from my upper thigh and stopped around the middle of the thigh.

It hurt so badly but so addictive. The pain. The agony. The horror. The ...

The bathroom door swung open as I had done about 3 or 4 cuts on each leg. I was in a small blood pool. I ignored whoever was at the door an tried to keep going.

"AHHHHHHH!! STOP!! ANGELA STOP NOW!!!!!!" I could easily tell Jamie was the one yelling. I knew she had a fear of blood and the word and everything to do with it. She wasn't going to stop me.

"Angela! Don't ignore me! Your going to kill yourself! Don't do that!" I cried but kept going.

"No! Leave me alone!" I had to do this. There was no other way to get rid of all this... This mess!

I was surprised as she took my arm and stopped me. I looked up at her, my eyes all watery. Pain, Lifeless, Horror, Depression, Lies, Hurt, Agony, Ruined, Destroyed. All those words written all over my face. My emotion growing stronger and stronger by the second.

She took the blade and looked around and there she saw Caleb and gave him the blade "hold this and keep it away from her" Jamie telling him.

His eyes looking into mine but I looked away. His mouth was wide open. I was afraid of him. He had hurt me way too many times its not funny.

Jamie grabbed a white shirt and compressed it on my thighs. I didn't want to be mean but I needed to be alone.

"Jamie please. Go back to your room. Please Jamie I beg you." I let out quietly. She looked at me frozen. She looked down and slowly moved away. I knew she was scared of blood. I'm just glad I didn't shout at her I mean what kind of friend would I be then?

She walked off and it was just me and Caleb. I tried to Stand up but my thighs hurt so much. My face looking pale-ish. I got to the door and closed it but Caleb put his foot out to stop it from just closing.

"Please, just leave me alone. I don't want to talk to you." I looked up into his blue-green eyes.

He sighed under his breath and slowly removed his foot and I slowly closed the door.