Falling Hard

Chapter 5

Ron Daniels above

Here I am trying  my very best to stop my head from hitting the desk .
You know what fuck it I'm sleeping.

"Mona , MONA!" I jerked up from my seat and almost landed on the floor .
I look around in the empty classroom and see my bestfriend trying not to laugh 

"Come on let's go to lunch I'm starving"

At the sound of lunch I run out of the class whilst dragging Alisha with me .
One of the things I like about my bestfriend is that we both share the love of food .

We get in line and I order three slices of pizza and two cupcakes with Dragon the energy drink.

As I walk to my usual table which has my brother Dilshan and my other two friends I notice there's a human sized barbie doll next to Dilshan .

"Is it just me or can you also see the human sized barbie doll " Alisha laughs and I chuckle.

"Hey guys" I say with fake enthusiasm due to Rileys presence.

I turn to my friends and stretch a smile .

"What is she doing here ? " I whisper to Ciara who has a very bored and annoyed facial expression just like Sonali .

"Apparently she's Dilshans girlfriend and wherever he sits she sits" Ciara says aloud clearly annoyed.

"Uhm.... do you have a problem with my presence " Riley asks .

"Yes ,glad you noticed " the girls and I say together and we smirk at her.
She scoffs and turns to Dilshan .

"Babe are you gonna let them talk to me like that " she asks Dilshan whilst trying  to look cute, keyword is trying.
Dilshan who was talking to Ron turns to her with an annoyed expression.

"Yes I'm gonna let them talk to you like that cause you don't get it when I say I don't date my flings" He says to her with a bit of anger and a bit loud and the whole cafeteria especially our table bursts into a fit of laughter.

"You're so gonna regret this Ramona " with that Riley stomps away with her minions.

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I get home and I'm suprised to see my sister and Emily here .
I squeal and engulf them in a big hug .

"Oh my gosh guys I missed you guys so much" they laugh and kiss my cheeks.

"We missed you too little sis"

"So hows you and Dilshan" Emily asks and I shake my head in confusion.

"Don't act confused we know like him and I desperately want to see you happy" Samira says.

"Guys I dont like him anymore.After my last relationship , I dont feel so confident with boys cause I just feel like there out to get me" I say with tears in my eyes . Samira and Emily hug me cause of the terrible memories.

I don't really like to talk about with anyone cause I'm scared .
I'm scared that he will come back to hurt me .
He already took my innocence away from me and I felt so violated.
He abused me and would later on tell me he loves me and make me feel special.
When he's pissed he would yell at me and tell me things that were hurtful and the worst part is that I believed him and lost confidence and never took compliments well cause I felt like it's a lie .
That ladies and gentlemen was my ex-boyfriend  Adam Deville. When I met him he was very sweet but I never knew our relationship would be toxic.

I dated him almost two years ago but the momories would never disappear.
I sometimes get nightmares and anxiety attacks. But the anxiety attacks don't happen frequently its almost rare but a year ago it was terrible.
I remember the day he was arrested he beat me up until I was failing to keep my eyes open .
He kept on telling me he was sorry and he loved me when the police were taking him away .
It was Dilshan who found me and contacted all the males in our families and I was in my big brother's arms when I was taken to the hospital.

I snapped back to reality and wiped my tears .
"Guys I'm okay I wanna go take a nap. Night " I screamed and jumped on my bed .

My phone vibrated a couple of time but I was too lazy to check it .
I'll probably check it at school tommorow.

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