ThE ScArS ..

Chapter-I "It's a mess"

I tend to open my eyes ; but I couldn't
..my neck pains..and my whole body
feels numb..
I then hear the knock on my door as "KNOCK!!KNOCK"...with it a
familiar voice which follows as
" FAI OPEN THE DOOR!!!!!".......
I now open my eyes completely and take a deep breathe until my lungs expand..and slowly release the breathe...my body feels paralyzed which makes me unable to get up on my own....Again a voice follows the air as "PLEASE..OPEN THE DOOR..I BEG!!"...
By now I am awoken..yet my body is heavy so I grab the sheets for waking myself up..while I do so..I feel an object..I catch it and view above my eyes..the rays of the sun makes the bottle look shiny..yet it's emptiness make me realize that it didn't went well last night..I observe the whole scenario and murmured to myself
"Oh!!when will I be free of this pain??"
It doesn't feel like pain anymore..but it still makes my brain loose control..
I also notice a rope..while I proceed to lay my feet down..the door opens with a large sound..while I turn towards the door..someone tightly hugs me and says.....
"It will be okay"...here the thing is I know that it's gonna be okay..but it's just when??when will it be okay??..till when should I lie to myself..
I feel a sense of warmth..even though it's a lie..the hug from my dad makes my heart calm....tears flow down my eyes....again I say to myself
"IS IT WORTH IT??"

BY WRITER
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