ThE ScArS ..

Chapter-VI"I don't wannabe me anymore"

          MOND calmed me down...he hugged me..and said that everything's gonna be okay...
   Yet I questioned it as if it is really true?¿...as if will it be really okay this time?¿....
     I have lost the two most important people of my life...now I don't want to loose anyone...
      We both hanged out...and had lots of fun....yet I still remember his
bitter-sweet smile on his face...his eyes were sad as always...but his mouth always had a beautiful smile within it....
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        When my father and brother begged me to open the door to save my life...it was just a dream...who'd have known that the dream would be so traumatizing....that the dream would kill me inside even more...
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             That day was my birthday when I still remember...a call....
A call in my phone.....from MOND
    "Hello..is it MOND's parents??"-says the call....
         I said, "No but I am his friend.."
    "Then mam would you hurry up in the **** hospital"-she said...
         I just checked the address and rushed towards the hospital.....
   Seeing the only one left for me...within the bed....lying down with injected bags...made my heart scatter...yet I observed his situation and realised that he had a BRAIN TUMOUR.....
     My whole body felt shaken...as I heard his mom and dad crying out loud...begging god and doctors to save their child's life....
     Their painful screams...and tears filled the whole room....with the despair....with the sorrowful atmosphere...
    I just stared at the sky..took a deep breathe...closed my eyes...and remembered every blissful moments that I spent with him....
    After all I promised myself to.....
    "TREASURE THOSE MOMENTS THAT WERE BEAUTIFUL..."..
      Just as I was about to return to his ward....his dead body was infront of me....
      His parents...looked desparated....I hugged them tight...and we finished the death ceremony....
     I returned back home....and wanted to cry...yet I couldn't....it felt as if "MY EYES WERE TIRED OF CRYING".....
     Days went by....and by now...I understood his reason towards his smile....his sad looking eyes....
   Infact I also remember my dad's and my brother's smile...that was the same....
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        Months went by and I still find myself treasuring those moments....because I had choosen.....
    "TO BETTER OFF KEEP THE GOOD MEMORIES OF THEM WITHIN ME"....
That's how life is...I still wonder..wonder...those moments.....
       I close my eyes and take a deep breathe.....as I let go of all the pain inside me...