So yeah! I wasnt planning on making this into a book but here i am making it into a book.Just cant figure out if im going to make it into 1 book or 2. Thnx. Luv yall!
Well today is my performance. I dance ballet and have been dancing ballet since as long as i can remember.My mom died when I was a baby so my father couldn't deal with having a baby on his own. So instead of coping he sent me off to ballet. I became really good at it and the dance studio became like a home to me. As i grew older I became the best in my class.My teachers knew this, I knew this ,and all the other girls knew this.It is because of this that i have not a lot of friends.
But i have my friend Abbigail.She has been my best and only friend since my father decided with my teachers that I should attend a dance academy. We met on the first day of school and we just clicked.She has blond hair and i have dark brown hair but we dress pretty much the same.After me she is the best dancer in the academy.But were fine with this .Hey there she is down the hall.
"Hey Abby! What you doing?" I ask her as i hurridly walk towards her."Nothin. What are you up to?"she asks "Nothing can you come with me to my locker?" Yeah Sure! Lets go. Come on. Are you going to come to my performance today after school? I cant! In case you havnt realized everything isnt just about you! she said then stormed off.
I am just standing there puzzled. What did i do wrong? Thats when my phone rings. I unlock my phone. I see it is a reminder that says.omg i have to go apologize to Abby.(that isnt what says btw) I run all around the whole school looking for her. So i try to get inside Abbys mind...Ok i am abby im not talking to Sofia and i have nowhere else to go. Well duh i say to myself shes going to be in the one place that we both belong in.
I find Abby in the dance room and try and see whats she doing. I see her in there pracicing the routine that we have been learning in class. She does it perfectly but her face is to stern. I know her to well that is the face she makes when shes trying not to cry. She finishes and stands there in the middle of the room. "That was beautiful you know." She answers"I know but you still could have done it better." I always try to make her laugh so i tell her " That is true cuz you know i'm the best at dancing." This time for some reason it dosnt work. "You don't get it do you! I will always just be the friend okay. You are always in the spotlight and i am just always going to be a backup dancer. Im never quite good enough for the lead." " That's not true you are performing all by yourself today on that stage." "But noone will be there. Everyone is talking about going to your performance not mine.I will be performing for a ghost audience." "Well what do you want me to do? I cant cancel my performance just so i can go to your performance.I have to keep performing or I will lose everything i have earned." "That may be true but all you have earned has been everything that i have lost." She grabs her bag and walks out of the dance room. I wonder what she meant.
~ Later in class~
This class is the worst.I hate math class because1.I completly suck at math,2.There is all the annoying people i know in this class,and3. I hate this teacher. You may think oh how could it be that bad or your teacher cant be that hard to deal with. You would be utterly wrong.My teacher hates me for some resaon and always picks on me when i least expect it or when i have no idea what is going on. I was thinking again about why i said what i said to Abby. I know i shouldnt be like that. I should support her instead of tearing her down.I should let her grow and take a bow of her own maybe then she would believe me when i tell her that she is good at ballet. Well i was just daydreaming in class when i hear Abby's name in whispers. I know that this is my chance to show that i am truley her friend. So i ask Elisabeth what is she talking about and she scoffs at me.
"So what are you talkin about"i say in an irritated tone.
"Well we were just talking about how you're little friend got dumped this morning . "
"What are you talking about Abby is datingJacob.
"Not anymore or didn't she tell you? I guess she was to embaressed about who he left her for."
"What are you talking about?" "Wow some friends you are. You guys don't tell each other anything do you. But considering what you've done i wouldnt want to be you're friend either."
I roll my eyes and try acting like i'm paying attention to what the teacher is saying.But truthfully i cant wrap my mind around what Liz was talking about. Jacob would never do that to Abby.
After class i walked to english and i saw Abby was already at her desk. Her head was down but when i walked up to her and she looked up i saw she had tear stains under her eyes. I ask her whats wrong but she just gets up and walks away. I dont really care if they mark me late or absent because Abby needs me and im not usually there for her. I follow her out of the classroom and try talking to her. She walks away quicker untill she makes me run after her. Then i yell for her to stop and she does. I ask her what is wrong but i dont think she wants to talk right now so i just tell her that i am here for her if she needs someone to talk to. She says that she is sorry and does need to talk to someone. So instead of walking away from her like i planned i stayed to see what was bothering the one person that really mattered to me.
She slowly explains as best as she can that Jacob broke up with her. She dosnt know what she is going to do because he said he loves someone else. She dosnt understand because she thought he loved her just as much as she loved him. I don't really know what to say because i don't have much experience with boys but i tell her that if he was ready to leave her so soon for someone else then he wasnt worth her love. But it dosn't seem to help her because she dosnt know much other than Jacob. I don't know maybe to her Jacob was all she had worth living for.She has stopped crying now and looks up at me again. But this time she dosn't look at me for support she looks at me with anger in her eyes.
"He said he is in love with you!"
Yeah shocker! Not really ok. Just wait till you see whats next.Luv yall
